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No. 1095982

A thread to share/get off your chest things you want and/or need right now in this moment but can't have.
>They can be material or spiritual
>you need money? scream
>you need love? scream
>you need an escape from this godless earth? scream

IMPORTANT: THIS ISN'T A MATERIALISATION/MANIFESTATION OR WHATEVER ZODIAC STUFF SOME OF YOU ARE INTO THREAD

No. 1095983

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I'll break the ice.
I need to dance, to head-bang, to run around the city at night, to scream with my friends, to hold each-other and then push them off a bridge (but they live so is okay). I wanna have fun like we used when we were teenagers, no gods, no masters, no rent, only hopeless romantics and enthusiasm of getting out of our parent's homes.

No. 1095992

I want the answer to my future. And then a step by step answer key that will help me achieve the one that I dream of. Humans fucked themselves over and expect each other to just rot, some idiots procreate, forcing their children to rot, too. It unbelievable. If the world is fucked then I wanna live it as selfishly as possible.

No. 1095997

>>1095983
god i fucking need this so bad

No. 1096020

Reassurance that I am loveable. Reassurance that things are going to be alright in the future.

No. 1096139

I want all men to die

No. 1096141

>>1095983
Felt the same last night. There was a club that hosted an 80s alternative themed party but I couldn't go because my boyfriend didn't want to. I was planning on sneaking after he left but he stayed the night with me. This was my last saturday before my 22nd birthday. I really hope they throw another party like this.

No. 1096144

Fresh air, kilometers of clear sky over my head and nothing but fields, nature and maybe an occasional house in my view.

No. 1096146

I want to resume my college education so I want to find where to apply and be accepted lol. Resume and portfolio (?) first.

No. 1096148

>>1096139
Me too

No. 1096149

men/trannies get the fuck out of single sex womens spaces and sports

No. 1096155

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Surgery for tumor pls. I don't even drink alcohol, I just want to be able to eat pizza without feeling like I'm going to die.

No. 1096158

Hugs

No. 1096166

Blood tests and a heart check-up, and then a good vacation somewhere near the sea.

No. 1096860

pistachio ice-cream and a sphinx cat

No. 1096945

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>>1096860
Here you go, sorry they ran out of pistachio

No. 1096948

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I want GPU prices to return to normal so I can have a graphics card that's been made within the last five years.

No. 1096966

>>1096945
aaww, thank you anon!

No. 1100397

I need a sylvanian family blind bag, I'll be happy with every baby inside, a comfy pillow and someone to give me a piece of a cake/a cookie they baked.
I was on and off in clinics during my childhood and teenage years so sometimes I just need to feel actually loved unconditionally. I don't know how to word this, I don't want ageplay shit, I just want a safe place where I can stop thinking for a moment and just enjoy some caring acts.

No. 1106127

I need someone to dance with to this song.

No. 1106475

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I need someone who will stay up late and talk to me, another job and some fulfillment please

No. 1106480

>>1106475
I'll talk to you all night bby

No. 1106483

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I need it to be 5PM GMT

No. 1106559

I will reduce my cellulite and acne.
The girls I met at uni will be my friends. We will chat outside of school hours, and even hangout in the city.
I will pass my driver's exam, and have enough money to buy a nice used car.

No. 1106571

I want my family to take my music production seriously, they literally act like I'm just doing shitty trap loops, like is just some hobby I will eventually drop when I've been doing this since forever, they never give it a chance and the last time they did was like 5 years ago when I was 15 after dissing me for not using real instruments but bitch we are poor!! I'm doing my best with what I have atm. I wish they would give me a chance again, I really do.

No. 1106573

>>1106571
I wish I could hear your music, I want to stumble upon it someday!

No. 1106675

I need to kiss a little chicken on it's tiny little head

No. 1106693

File: 1647952000126.gif (2.08 MB, 220x220, cockerel-cuddling.gif)

>>1106675
sammmeee i've never even held a chicken but they are so cute

No. 1106695

File: 1647952087349.gif (3.57 MB, 320x301, PuwpVV.gif)

>>1106693
another. look at it's cute head! it's hugging back!

No. 1106696

>>1106559
hell yes you will!

No. 1106711

I really want sexy summer clothes, I spent the last two years hiding my body in oversized garments because I was ashamed of the weight that I gained. But I lost some of it, started weightlifting, got a chest tattoo and I want so badly to be hot again.

No. 1106720

>>1106711
congratulations on the weight loss, go buy all the clothes that make you happy nona

No. 1106748

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>>1106675
>>1106693
>>1106695
Reminds me of Dodos, apparently they were super friendly and would come up to humans and expect to be petted, its unfair those little goofballs went extinct

No. 1106773

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>>1106573
T-thanks anon

No. 1106797

i need to fix my hair and grow it out, i’m trying to grow out my natural hair and cut off all the fried/dyed parts.
cant wait to cut even more of it off

No. 1106805

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>>1106693
>>1106695
Thank you for the gifs nonnie(s) I have also never held a chicken, but they look so soft and perfect cuddle size. Crying over cute chickens rn

No. 1106857

>>1106805
I held a chicken once, it was so soft, I hope you get to hug one someday

No. 1106899

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I want to hug a cow

No. 1106916

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>>1106899
they're angels

No. 1106918

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>>1106899
Should I go do it, 2 hours for 20 euros?

No. 1106919

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No. 1106924

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>>1106918
absolutely and let us know how it goes

No. 1106960

>>1106918
cows are so cute and have long eyelashes

No. 1107180

I wish I had more girl friends that I can actually talk and relate to.
All the girls I know are either liberal yas queens or conservative as hell. Why…

No. 1107220

got high fever today so i need health by tomorrow

No. 1107238

>>1107180
Girl, I feel this. Me fucking too. I live in a liberal college city & I need based terf friends in my life, not all these sex work is work dumbasses.

No. 1107306

I need a fucking steady job fuuuuukckfy

No. 1107395

>>1095982
I want to walk through damp grass on a spring day. I want to hug a cat or a dog. Or both. I want to live alone and have no financial struggles. I want to go on vacation at least 3 times a year even if it's just staying in a local hotel. I want this time next year to be the year where i can finally control myself around sweets and have a healthy relationship with food and finally like my body. I just want to love myself.

No. 1107447

i need to stop being a little shit and get my sleep schedule together

No. 1107449

>>1107238
i third terf friends. my college is filled with they thems unfortunately

No. 1107450

i need to live in a population dense area nonnies if i continue living in a suburb i will die

No. 1107453

i need to quit smoking again. i was clean for a year and a half but depression ruined it, wish me luck nonnies i'm only on day 2

No. 1107835

>>1107453
You can do it!!!! ♥

No. 1107847

>>1107450
Let's swap, anon

No. 1108129

I want to live in a cabin in switzerland with a cute brown eyed girl and maybe she would let me brush her hair and kiss her neck and we would look after goats and go on long forest hikes and pray together

i am incredibly lonely kek

No. 1108135

I NEED MONEY FOR GACHA PLEASE KAMI-SAMA DON'T GIVE HIM AN EVENT UNTIL I FINISH PREPARING THE PROPER FUNDS

No. 1108136

i need a higher iq

No. 1108168

I need money.

No. 1108172

Gf

No. 1108196

motivation to begin

No. 1108250

will to live

No. 1108373

i need adderall

No. 1108381

i need to not like drinking anymore

No. 1108383

I need love and cuddles but nobody want to cuddle or love me…..

No. 1108656

Sleep. Even tho i slept 14h today. I got hypersomnia and shitty doctor don't wanna medicate it.
I want to quit this job and find another one with less hours and become an illustrator on the side. Can't quit because parents are emotionally manipulating me into not quitting and am too tired psychologically and psysically to fight back.
I also want a bf but i'm terrible at conversation and most dudes that want something long lasting are ugly as sin anyway.
Despite 2mg of xanax i feel a deep despair inside of me

No. 1108815

Human touch, interaction, to feel like I'm of value to at least one person. Purpose.

No. 1108835

I need my replacement headphones to come in the mail so I can block out the sound of the scrote downstairs screaming at his wife and kids out.

No. 1108931

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No. 1108934

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I want money? Money.

No. 1108985

>>1095982
Money to speedrun my retirement doing what the everloving fuck i want.

No. 1109101

I want perfect health.

No. 1109272

I want to feel brave enough to get back in touch with my friends.

No. 1109325

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a fucking job. like c'mon i got a masters in this stupid field i don't even like just bc it's supposed to have a better employment rate. fuck this

No. 1118800

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I want fucking need a room full of puppies to lay on the floor and play with. Please god manifest my sleep paralysis demons into puppies
tonight

No. 1119030

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>>1118800
Okay I met a puppy on my walk earlier. Maybe god is real

No. 1119040

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>>1108136
Same, I hate my short-term memory and attention span, wish I could understand scientific research papers on a deeper level and that learning another language as an adult wouldn't be that hard. There's no fun in acting like a worthless retard who constantly shitposts Twitter memes.

No. 1119044

>>1119040
then you get banned when you start asking questions about scientific research papers.

No. 1119055

>>1109325
was it in data science?

No. 1119068

I want to have someone to talk to about all the things and feelings going on in my life without feeling bad. I need to be more competent at my job.

No. 1119102

I want to make it through tomorrow

No. 1119121

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I need a friend to just be dumb with again, all this dumb energy is wasted on myself

No. 1119131

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>>1119040
The kind of intelligence you're talking about makes you just sound like a conspiracy theorist when you're a woman. People believe scrotes easily, no matter how unqualified and unread they are. Meanwhile women are made to feel like Cassandra, so you start doubting yourself anyway, unless you're really stubborn.

No. 1119180

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I need my own apartment and to chop a lot of fucking wood

No. 1119185

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money. that's it. if i had money i could afford medication and i could afford good doctors; i could have my own house. i so desire a ridiculous amount of money to fall into my lap (winning the lottery!) so i can fuck off from society and play video games.

No. 1119188

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I got fired last year and HOLY SHIT I NEED A JOB/SOME FUCKING MONEY. My boyfriend pays for our rent and food and I’m so grateful but holy FUCK I need some financial stability for myself. I hated my customer service job and want to pivot to a different career but since that’s all I have experience in, I’m worried I won’t be able to find anything else outside of fucking customer service.

No. 1119300

>>1119188
Cleaning? Working as cleanster? I was a computer technician for a while but then after various temp jobs in supermarkets I got hired as a cleaner. It pays a lot less for sure, but at least I'm working and earning money again.

No. 1119363

>>1119300
they always ask for XP for cleaning jobs where i am. do you just make it up?

No. 1119439

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I need to finish this fucking dissertation if it kills me. I hate academia

No. 1119496

>>1119363
You can pretend you used to be a housekeeper. Ask a friend to lie for your if they want a reference.
I have been trying to get a cleaning job and actually used to be a housekeeper, nobody wants to hire me. I applied to every hotel in my city that offer 18$+/h and no answer.

No. 1120241

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I need to get laid

No. 1120263

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>>1120241
I can see you and I are on the same wavelength

No. 1120271

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I need to beat a man till he’s unconscious

No. 1120281

>>1119055
law kek

No. 1120328

I need someones sad song playlist now
Not sad
Just moody

No. 1121253

Bump

No. 1121259

>>1120271
same nonna

No. 1123949

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I want honesty, I want rawness, I want something real. Everything is so curated now, no one is breathing. Where are all the kids screaming for some dumb shit they truly loved like monster energy or MCR. I hate that all that matters now is looking like a bratz doll, I want genuineness BACK.

No. 1123953

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>>1123949
>Where are all the kids screaming for some dumb shit they truly loved

"Cringe" happened, and everyone's terrified of having fun

No. 1123955

I really need some love and belonging right now. Can't remember what "intimacy" feels like.

No. 1123959

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>>1123949
I agree so much nona, I posted something similar months ago. There’s no more sincerity left, the zoomers are just taking the aesthetics out of spreads of FRUiTS magazines without any of the fun or the heart. Everything is about looking better, cooler, edgier, more speshul and more unique than your peers. Everything is calculated and purposefully planned and curated, from the grainy filters and faux film camera apps to the prop hot pink motorola razr, there’s no more authenticity or heart in experimental street fashion, it’s all branding and products and curated social medial influencer profiles now. I hate it. I wish the internet was less irony poisoned and image conscious.

No. 1124006

I want dick and i want friends

No. 1124057

I want to be with my love, I want to live in a village somewhere, growing my own food and doing arts and crafts and walking in nature all day, away and unbothered by the rigidness of modern society.

No. 1124984

I want to fuck my hot coworker.

No. 1125019

>>1124057
what's stopping you

No. 1125020

>>1125019
samefag
>>1124984
what's stopping you

No. 1125042

>>1125020
I like my job, for starters.

No. 1125288

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>>1124006
Same, I hate being lonely.

No. 1125806

>>1125019
No money and we’re in different countries doing shitty jobs

No. 1126132

Queerplatonic sex with asexual Elon Musk.

No. 1126148

I need my hair to grow long goddamn i miss styling it and 2 yrs of keeping it short made me miss out on a lot of cute hairstyles

No. 1126326

I just want a pretty man who'll pay for everything I want, treat me with kindness and respect, and eat me out just right. Is that too much to ask? Considering most scrotes think washing their ass is optional, yes, sadly.

No. 1126474

Physiological: I need to sleep for 8 hours a day, pls I cant take it anymore
Love and belonging: yes, please. Please.
Esteem: yes, I wish I'd feel appreciated by someone
Self actualization: I dont even dream about it.

Tbh my only needs met are safety I guess

No. 1126482

Need an older woman to call me honey/sugar/treasure

No. 1126486

>>1126148
I need this so badly too! Last year, during the quarantine I got so sick of my long hair and chopped it off. Now it's a bit below my shoulders but I have to wear it in a bun all the time since it's so thick. I just regret it so much, don't wanna cut it again this short.

No. 1126555

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No. 1127204

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>>1119068
Update: I ended up making an online friend who I have been able to talk to about everything that I can't talk about with my irl friends and she has been so cool and understanding… The lc gods have smiled upon me. Thank you for your benevolence.

If they are still listening I think it would also be nice to have a qt boyfriend… Or at least a qt boy who can be my friend, but if you've run out of those then that's ok I am thankful enough

No. 1130521

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I want a Sprite.

No. 1130527

i have crohns disease and cant eat dairy or fried food but all i want is a massive tex mex chicken burrito covered in cheese with guacamole and tortilla chips
im thinking of doing it anyways and facing the consequences later

No. 1130623

>>1130527
Nonnie, no. It's not worth the pain. Remember how shitty you feel afterwards.

No. 1130646

I need a chill night alone at home playing minecraft and drinking beer

No. 1131447

A Dutchfag thread on here would be a dream come true but I don't know how many of us there actually are so I don't want to make one and it have like 2 replies lol. There are so many Dutch cows though, too bad the only gossip forum we have are filled with a bunch of twitterfags.

No. 1131470

>>1131447
Only french, german and italian threads are allowed, when anons tried to make other countries' threads they all got locked, so you can let that dream go unfortunately

No. 1131478

>>1131470
There's licherally the finnfag thread active rn
>>1131447
Do it nonny

No. 1131524

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I want my hair to be thicker and healthier. I want to find a well paying, work from home job. I want to find peace with my dysfunctional family. I want my current relationship with my bf to work out long-term. I want to find an affordable apartment in a nice neighborhood. I want us to all make it nonnies.

No. 1132215

>>1131478
Apologies to fins, forgot about them. Point is, no new national threads are allowed. Dutchanon can try and see for herself though, maybe the overzealous mod has calmed down and will let it slip.

No. 1142105

>>1123949
Same nona. Reminds me of this Gone Girl quote
>"For several years, I had been bored. Not a whining, restless child's boredom (although I was not above that) but a dense, blanketing malaise. It seemed to me that there was nothing new to be discovered ever again. Our society was utterly, ruinously derivative (although the word derivative as a criticism is itself derivative). We were the first human beings who would never see anything for the first time. We stare at the wonders of the world, dull-eyed, underwhelmed. Mona Lisa, the Pyramids, the Empire State Building. Jungle animals on attack, ancient icebergs collapsing, volcanoes erupting. I can't recall a single amazing thing I have seen firsthand that I didn't immediately reference to a movie or TV show. A fucking commercial. You know the awful singsong of the blasé: Seeeen it. I've literally seen it all, and the worst thing, the thing that makes me want to blow my brains out, is: The secondhand experience is always better. The image is crisper, the view is keener, the camera angle and the soundtrack manipulate my emotions in a way reality can't anymore. I don't know that we are actually human at this point, those of us who are like most of us, who grew up with TV and movies and now the Internet. If we are betrayed, we know the words to say; when a loved one dies, we know the words to say. If we want to play the stud or the smart-ass or the fool, we know the words to say. We are all working from the same dog-eared script.

>It's a very difficult era in which to be a person, just a real, actual person, instead of a collection of personality traits selected from an endless Automat of characters.


>And if all of us are play-acting, there can be no such thing as a soul mate, because we don't have genuine souls.


>It had gotten to the point where it seemed like nothing matters, because I'm not a real person and neither is anyone else.


>I would have done anything to feel real again."

No. 1142111

>>1131447
I think other nonnies would be able to read along though, because don't most post in English anyway? They already know about Psychara and a couple Dutch trannies.

No. 1142171

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Right now I just want to hang out inside a 24-hour diner in the dead of a rainy night enjoying some buttery fluffy pancakes with bitter-ass coffee while contemplating about my friendless life and where its heading in the future.

Also, I wish my city was more walkable and not a car dependant concrete mess everybody bitches about all the while doing fuck-all about it. I mean, I can see the joy in driving but just wish it wasn't such as necessity.

No. 1142212

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I need 290 more dresses

No. 1142213

>>1142212
You already have 76 dresses? Where on earth do you keep them?

No. 1142219

>>1142212
cornered

No. 1142220

>>1142105
Adding this to my to-read list now.

No. 1142221

I need to ride this stupid ass boy that is 3 years younger than me and drives on LSD, until he passes out

No. 1142250

i need to have my eating disorder just go away bc it's been fucking with my ability to have a life and be a person for more than half my life but i don't think it's possible for me to ever recover

No. 1142263

>>1142111
>Dutch trannies
Oh really, which ones? I only keep up with the retarded two I know of kek. Might try making that thread after all, just got to gather some info on everyone to make a good OP.

No. 1142365

>>1142250
It’s possible babes u got this
- a person who thought the same who is now recovered (hint an ssri really helped me for some reason)

No. 1142691

>>1142365
Ntayrt, but was it prozac? I used to have EDNOS, but it has turned into BED lately. I wanted to try vyvanse but my country doesnt prescribe it, my therapist wants to try prozac instead

No. 1142728

I need someone to love and have sex with me, I'm on my period and hormones are messing with me I can't stop wondering what it feels like, also I need my sense of smell to go back to normal, I need to pass my exam tomorrow and I want to go outside with someone and spend time in nature and I want to be healthy and I need a boyfriend to tell me how much he loves my body and grope me, I look in the mirror and think I'm beautiful I wish I had someone to share myself with

No. 1143936

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I need my own sped sandals, I need them, I need them, I need them. They’re the most comfortable shit ever, but I can’t find the exact model I like.
I’m still salty about the sped sandals that were stolen from me.

No. 1143952

>>1143936
Fuck i kinda want that same thick sole but the top is like those sock shoes.

No. 1144234

>>1096141
Why the fuck won't you just go alone without him nona. Or just dump the useless rat who doesn't let you enjoy things.

No. 1148223

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I would literally kill for some cetirizine right now, my entire face just won't stop leaking.

No. 1148247

>>1143936
people may call them sped sandals but they have so much swag

No. 1148248

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i want a gold necklace(idc if its fugly or juvenile my mom had one for years and i want one now) im going to purchase it tomorrow and ive been wanting to get my uncle's name instead of mine because he basically raised me and i miss him a lot but im not sure if its respectful/appropriate to wear a deceased person's name on a necklace plus i'm supersitious so i dont know if it has the same connotations as wearing a deceased person's clothes(its believed to bring death)

No. 1148250

>>1148248
Golden name necklaces are such a status symbol go get it be that girl don't be ashamed

No. 1148251

>>1148250
wait I didn't read the part of your dead uncle the fuck

No. 1148256

I need to report my polish roommate for verbally abusing me over small petty stuff. Now I will report her in actuality for working illegally. That’s what she gets for stressing me and making my heart pound at this hour, this is the ultimate revenge for being a BPD abuser.

No. 1148257

>>1148256
Wow you're going to deport her for bullying you? Stacy maneuver.

No. 1148270

>>1148257
you're not supposed to insult someone you live with daily

No. 1148274

>>1148248
idk about the superstitious stuff, but it seems like a sweet idea. most people will probably assume it's a moid you're fucking tho

No. 1148276

>>1148248
In my opinion I don't find it disrespectful. Hell, people even get the names of their deceased loved ones tattooed on their body, so a simple necklace really doesn't strike me as weird. He's your relative and this is something for yourself so if it makes you happy I don't think it's anyone else's place to say that you shouldn't get the necklace. As for the superstition thing, I can't help you there, but I don't see how it would be a bad thing in that regard either.

No. 1148302

>>1148257
I’ll make anyone’s life a hell eventually who has decided to use me as a toilet. I’ve been bullied all my life, both physically and verbally, by both men and women. The fact I’m stressing right now over some poolish broad instead of enjoying my life in my own god damn room just pushes me over the edge and have her deported.

No. 1148303

>>1148257
nta but yes? We don't live in a world where you get to act however you want and never face consequences for actions. Even if you consider it petty it's incredibly retarded to be a cunt to people who know you are doing something illegally. How can someone possibly expect to be a dick to someone 24/7 and also expect that same person to respect all of their motives?

No. 1148309

>>1148303
Funny thing is that my asshole roommate has been lecturing me in the middle of the night for two whole damn hours. I apologized to her face, was thinking of ignoring her the next day, but I have a better revenge. I’m actually irl not this petty so clearly my intuition is making me doing the right decision.

No. 1650073

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a nice and delicious breakfast

No. 1660926

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hugs, pills, to get my shit together, belonging. maybe i need to cry. i don't know. i want to feel real and immersed in this world. i wish i wasn't lonely in the night. i feel so shit but no urge to do anything even though i have things to do. me and nicotine do not get along but considering picking up cigs or a vape again to be productive. i really want my pills in mail… it should be soon then i can forget and be a degen for a week or two.

No. 1660937

i NEED to start horseback riding with a friend. i need it.

No. 1660940

>>1660937
nona that sounds awesome as hell i hope you can be cool on a horse with a fren soon :)(:))

No. 1660945

>>1660940
thank you nonna ♥

No. 1660964

Love.

No. 1660984

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I need to move back to my home state and spend hours walking on the beach looking for agates.

No. 1661028

I need to go buy a bed today. My beds got a big ass depression/hole right in the middle, so I currently have to just sleep on the one corner that still flat. I want to train myself into being a back sleeper so my face looks less asymmetrical too.

No. 1661036

An intimate, stable female friendship.

No. 1661040

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a sweet genuine loving bf who loves me unconditionally and puts my shitty ex to shame in every single capacity.

No. 1661045

There is a lot I want, like a hot butch girlfriend and a million dollars, but I would even settle for a joint right now.

No. 1661081

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MONEY!!!!!!!!!

No. 1661174

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this bag

No. 1661175

>>1661174
Cuuute love the clutch

No. 1661193

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>>1661081
same, money is all I want and need

No. 1661194

>>1661193
pidgeeon

No. 1661211

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this job

No. 1661235

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Crying and throwing up because they don't sell this flavour in store and it's been almost 2 years since i have had some. No, i will not eat another salt and vinegar crisps, it has to be THIS ONE.

No. 1661360

>>1661235
i feel you, i haven't been the same since cadbury stopped selling the white chocolate fingers here. no the other brands are not the same

No. 1663210

>>1661211
ANY job

No. 1745826

i want to eat together with someone

No. 1745863

SLEEP. I've been self-sabotaging my sleep schedule for days and I think it'll bite me in the ass big time

No. 1745865

i need money, 24 consecutive hours of sleep, money, money, money

No. 1745877

I need to get 20.000 dollars deposited in my account monthly. That would be great.

No. 1745879

Everything besides physiological needs

No. 1746083

I need money, confidence and a week off work

No. 1746097

Money, new house, new car.

No. 1746167

I need friends. God, I'm so tired of being lonely.

No. 1746209

A computer

No. 1746259

More friends

No. 1746265

I need a job, and hopefully one that won't destroy my mental health.

No. 1746280

Better quality sleep.

No. 1746284

cock
and some new joycons

No. 1746365

Some peace

No. 1746419

To finish my diffeq homework. rip

No. 1746586

I want to be held by a taller and meatier woman than me, doesn't matter if muscle-y or more on the fat side, I don't care, but I need to feel held by one of them.
I crave physical touch but I cringe if men touch me (don't like them and they give me the creeps when they touch me) and for some reason, women don't hug me or anything else but I want them to do so. I want to even lean on them and a lot of my stress could go away just by that, by feeling her body next to me. I want to feel some genuine affection and not some way to get in my pants, I noticed that men don't touch women they're not sexually attracted to and that's why I don't let them touch me: since they're dumb as a brick, they will automatically assume I gave my consent to them.
I dream about a certain girl I met at a party, she was drunk but kept holding me because she liked me and wanted to keep me close all night, without getting creepy…I need more of that…..
Warmth and being aware that the person you're with will not hurt you

No. 1746594

I just desperately need a doctor to take my concerns seriously. I need them to stop telling me I don't have PCOS just because I'm skinny even though I'm in constant suffering and my bloodwork clearly shows that my hormones are fucked.
As for wants, I want irl friends. I want lots of friends who like me and want me around and think about me when I'm not there and invite me to gatherings because I enhance the experience just as much as everyone else does. I want a loving partner who is patient and kind and can't imagine a world without me. I want my family to stop being so cruel to me and just tell me everything is going to be alright.

No. 1746665

True love.

No. 1746668

I NEED my RP partner to respond FAST

No. 1746678

>>1746668
you mean you aren't rping with a bot…?

No. 1746683

>>1746586
same but reverse i want to hold a tall woman it would fix me but it will never happen.

I am absolutely touch starved but I'm too picky about who, so I will be forever touchless. Maybe it's not as good as I'm building it up in my head anyway. Or maybe I'm coping

No. 1746698

i need a fucking job

No. 2076757

i want a bucket of chicken but i bit my tongue really hard and everything tastes like shit

No. 2076851

I need a fucking job that actually gives me hours and pays enough for me to live. last 2 "jobs" I had required full availability but would schedule me like 10 hours a week because they were "overstaffed". why the fuck did you hire me then? quit wasting my time. if I have to spend another month putting in dozens of applications a day with no response I am going to go insane

No. 2255868

I just need one website with honest, unpaid opinions and reviews of items, written by actual people. I can't search any household items on amazon because it's all duplicates of the same chinatrash under different brand names with paid reviews. Same goes for beauty items but it's just influencers and doctors repeating their sponsors. There's too many lies. I'm so tired of searching the net for 3+ hours to find something real, good quality and durable.

No. 2255870

>>2255868
I mostly use the BuyItForLife subreddit for this, it's usually reliable.

No. 2255956

>>2255870
mwah mwah thank you nonette

No. 2257266

I need my own house alone away from everyone

No. 2257273

I need to be in the middle of nowhere for awhile.

No. 2257654

I need intimacy, reproduction and resources.

No. 2257715

I need at least $1,000, a partner in crime, to lose three more pounds of fat, and for this work week to be over

No. 2257732

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i need one of these to roll over my back

No. 2257736

I need $100,000,000, a friend, to lose 10 lbs of fat, and to never be obligated to spend time on bullshit tasks

No. 2257739

I need more colours in the spectrum

No. 2257755

>>2257266
Same, I hate the city and I hate not owning the place where I live

No. 2261153

My town to get better signal. I swear all phone calls are crackly and distorted no matter what you do. Go to a higher storey, go to the town square, it's all shit.

No. 2263713

I need a hug.

No. 2263719

>>2263713
If you’re serious, wear a sign that says “FREE HUGS” and go outside, I got a hug from a woman doing that at college.

No. 2263725

My mom who left

No. 2264022

I want to be asexual

No. 2264980

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>>2263719
ok nvmd



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