I realize this thread is kinda old, but can anyone let me know if I'm a yandere?
>meet someone online like 2 years ago>try my hardest to be with them despite being a depressed, fat, sack of shit>still doesn't like me (makes sense), but I fell really hard and have never felt this way before and thought there was a real connection there>a year passes and I move out of town following a psychotic/suicidal break (partially fueled by lack of progress/them getting into a relationship and saying marriage was on the way)>another year passes, haven't talked to them since last november, but I still keep expecting them to call/text
Right now, I'm in the middle of learning how to crochet and learning how to 3D print so I can send them a bunch of gifts
I guess I'm not really looking for advice because I'm pretty sure that if I could move on, I'd just be jaded and go into any potential relationship just weird
I just wanted to know if I was yandere
I used to text everyday and rarely get a response so I just stopped because
1. it wasn't doing me any good
2. if a conversation was going to happen, it probably would happen more than once every 2-3 weeks for about 30 minutes
3. if I'm texting someone every day with no response, isn't that basically abuse/harm?
I got the "okay" because I obviously have low self esteem so I was constantly asking them to tell me if it was okay for me to text, there was even something mentioned about how seeing those text every day was something that made them happy but I just feel like if someone wanted to talk to me, they would make more of an effort and not just drop a conversation for a month or so
Because it's not like anyone besides me was starting a conversation and it's not like I've gotten any texts since November 2018