>>54337Merry Christmas, fellow Coloradan!!
This year, like all years, I am full of anxiety. It's gotten a lot worse than it used to be. I'm struggling with so many things. I'm stuck in the past, and scared that everyone hates me.
I got my friends and family really small things this year because I'm poor and hampered down with depression. I hope they appreciate them anyway.
I'm hoping to make a really big change within myself this next year. I can already tell that 2016 will be a struggle, and I know I will have to deal with a lot of things that may tear me apart. But my goal is to try to change my destructive patterns and try to be a good person to the people in my life, and get my anxiety and mood disorder under control. I'm scared, but I'm going to try anyway.
Happy Christmas, guys. We may disagree a lot, but I hope that things go well with you anyway. May we all have the strength to continue living. Much love.