>>29880Well to be honest I haven't really expanded upon my entire situation here so I feel like you have the entirely wrong end of the stick.
I didn't just switch uni because of the level of intensity, I've been becoming increasingly sick over the last few years and it came to a head over Christmas when I was hospitalised and diagnosed with Endometriosis. It took a while to get my symptoms under control but the sporadic, debilitating pain fucked up the rest of my term
At the end of the day I really could not give less of a shit about competing with everybody to the point where it gives me unnecessary stress. It's like, not needed. It doesn't need to be that way.
I'm at university to enjoy myself, make friends and primarily immerse myself in a subject I thoroughly enjoy. Even if I don't end up with the most desirable grades I really don't care because it's like, what else do I have? I have nothing, no money, no assets, no car, no extended family who can help me out, my mother is unemployed due to severe illness and poor as dirt, I live in a damp basement filled with mould and I sleep on a tiny sofa every night. If I didn't go to university what would I have?
You say it's not a golden ticket but for me it's an opportunity to move to a city, gather contacts, make connections, expand my knowledge, get a flat, get a car, procure a legitimate job (because I normally live in bumfuck nowhere in the North of England where opportunities are zero, like, they don't exist).
It's a golden ticket for anybody that's poor tbh, you wouldn't really see it any other way unless you'd been financially stable your entire life.
I know you weren't trying to be horrible but actually it did come across as kind of condescending. Not everybody has it that easy, I'm just happy being able to get away from poverty.
For the next 3 years I get a warm, dry heated room with no mould, a real bed, a wardrobe with actual doors where I can store my clothes and wake up and select an outfit without having to check it for mould, my own SHOWER, which is ALWAYS hot. Do you know how much that means to somebody like me?
>>29944Nah I'm not interested in that kind of lifestyle, I legit want to get into academia, contribute to books, take part in documentaries, teach, spread my acquired knowledge and help people who are in a similar position to me realise and fulfil their potential.
I have so much shitting potential and I know it, I just need to get my endo and muh depresshun under control.