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No. 123186
>>123185My crush:
>17 years older than me>bald>5'6">not married>no kids>my coworkerNot very exciting, but he is exactly my type.
>grumpy to everyone but me>really smart>artistic>works out>pretty eyes>dresses well>is good at his job>much higher in the company than me>loves animalsI am pretty sure he knows I have a crush on him. I blush and stammer around him, but I have gotten better. I have known him pretty much the entire time I have worked at my current job. I think he won't ever ask me out or anything between the complications of dating someone you work with and our age difference.
At least it strokes his ego, and makes work more interesting for me.
No. 123187
>>123186>17 years olderplease just leave it as a crush
imagine being 50yo and your s/o dying
No. 123189
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A-admin-kun..
No. 123190
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op here. not gonna see my crush for a few months. i hope he doesn't go for someone else. hold me farmers
No. 123193
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>have this huge crush on a friend of mine since I was 21
>not a 10/10 on the looks apartment, but he's charming, sweet, very smart and creative man.
>8 years so far
>I'm too omega to say anything.
>He's now engaged to a mental jealous bitch who treats him like garbage in public.
>I cannot even see him anymore because bitch believe we're fucking or something and made him delete all female friends from his SNS.
Funny thing, I've never touched him, not even a handshake or an arm.
Why?
No. 123197
>>123187>>123188It doesn't even matter because he would never ask me out. I understand why and all - he would come off as a huge creep if I said 'no' and it would make things awkward between us.
I have been asked out by guys his age before, but they were legit creeps I had 100% no interest in. :(
No. 123198
>>123185He's 31 and I'm 22.
I've known him for almost three years now and he has a kid and wants to be with the mom and just wants to be just friends with me (or so he says).. I just don't know what to believe anymore. He's tried with the mom more times than I can count and it's clearly not working between them and never will. He will still sleep with me sometimes but claims he doesn't want to. I don't know what to think anymore but I'm retarded so still in love with him for some reason..
We've never really hung out without doing anything because he's incapable of stopping himself thus far and I always let him because I like him.
I want to see if its even possible we can hang out as just friends then see what happens. I'm always okay until we sleep together again then I get upset about it because he says he wants to be friends. But then he said he has a crush on me? I don't know. It's a complete mind fuck.
No. 123199
>>123198He's using you for sex for as long as his babymomma keeps turning him down. He's making it less obvious by pretending to not want to have sex with you/claiming he wants to just be friends.
Delete him from your life, cry about it forms few days, and move on to a guy who actually wants to be with you for you and not for a holdover fuck while he's chasing someone else.
No. 123201
>>123200I have been, believe me. I used to ask him how his day was or how his work is going but usually I don't get a response to that. He'll check but doesn't reply lol. He almost never texts me first.
I'm okay with it by now. He texts me a lot when I'm in his area but that's about it. I just feel sad about it sometimes lol
Perhaps I'll persist a little more and try to come up with new things to ask him about. Thanks!
No. 123203
>>123199I know I'm gonna sound like an idiot but he's not using me for sex. I've talked to him about it a thousand times. His baby momma doesn't turn him down, she wants to be with him too I think? It just never works between them. I never know the exact reason, I never ask cause I don't think he'd give me an answer anyway and it's not my place to ask. He says he wants me to have a boyfriend so he wouldn't be able to have sex with me or anything anymore. He flirts with me then claims they were jokes. There were some things that couldn't have been jokes, just by how he put them. It's weird. I visited home recently for Christmas and there was a guy there that I like. I keep talking about him to try to make him jealous (lol) and it works I think, but he could just be "joking" again. I do wish we could be together. Sometimes I think he's just doing what is best for his son. Which I respect. But it's getting ridiculous and I think it would confuse a child to see his parents together and then apart and then together?
>>123202If there's something I regret from being a teenager, it's letting guys I have crushes on have sex with me easily lol. I don't know how old you are but don't have sex with him or make him work for it.
No. 123207
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>tfw your crush is perfect in every way
>you have the same interests in weird things, he has an excellent music taste, super goofy
>really cute, naturally white blonde hair
>cute smile
>tfw you are plain and unremarkable looking
>tfw your crush is crushing on the most beautiful girl you've ever seen
>tfw you're even crushing on this girl, she's so perfect
>tfw you've adored this boy since the third grade and he doesn't care about you at all and you have 0 chance with him but you can't make yourself stop thinking about him anyway
what is life.
No. 123208
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>>123207I've never seen that picture of G before, thanks anon
Also sorry about your crush
Update on my crush:
He called me cute and I spazzed and said "Yeah I think so too"
No. 123210
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>>123208omg someone saved my gif!!he's such a little buttercup. Gee is my #1 unattainable crush. Also, damn that's hilarious and cute.
>>123209I won't post a picture, but she's everything I've ever wanted to be. Taller than me, thin, glowing skin, effortlessly beautiful face without wearing makeup, white teeth, long blonde hair. Also really sweet and adorable. She's pretty perfect, ngl. I really want to be her friend but I'm afraid of coming off like a fucking ugly sperg duckling.
Don't mind me, I'm just going to sit in this corner and think about how pathetic and inadequate I am in every way.
No. 123212
>>123211No! Never, anon. This chick is perfect. That would be like kicking a puppy down an elevator shaft.
Let's just face it, farmers. I haven't got a chance. I'm too spaghetti and I'm about as cute as an eviscerated sewer rat.
No. 123213
>>123212shh, anon.
nobody's perfect. if they seem flawless, they're usually just really good at masking their shit.
if she really is as perfect as you say, all it means is that she's probably dating in an entirely different league than the one your crush is in.
by thinking of this as a beauty-based competition that you're destined to lose, you're only shooting yourself in the foot. if you're super insecure about your own appearance, do something to improve it–check out the makeup/weightloss/skincare/fashion threads on /g/, for example, and ask for tips. don't throw in the towel just yet.
No. 123219
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>>123218Every ~QT boi~ that still listens to black metal is a tool.
No. 123221
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I feel like a grumpy old lady. I haven't had a crush since I got into my twenties. I sort of miss that exciting feeling of anticipation of seeing your crush. Most of the time I'm oblivious towards guys now. I like hearing about your crushes though, please continue.
No. 123222
>>123213Thanks so much for the advice, anon. However, I know this is something I have no chance at. Even if I was rated 9/10 at 23 with multiple dating options at my beck and call, I'm just a spaghetti loser and I don't think my personality has enough substance.
But I like to fantasize about being super fit with nice skin and hair, and maybe some cute clothes too, and with some interesting life skills. So even if I can't impress my crush, there's no reason not to try to better myself anyway! I just have to get up off my depressed, lazy ass.
Again, thanks for the encouragement. There's nothing more attractive than confidence, right?
No. 123223
>>123222man, you'd be amazed at how much spaghetti people are willing to forgive if you're willing to laugh and play it off.
I think most folks fumble their spaghetti on a daily basis, they just don't beat themselves up about it afterwards. I know I used to, and it's a tough habit to break, but you have to be willing to forgive your own mistakes in order to start liking yourself. You've already mentioned that you and your crush have common interests, which is way more of a solid foundation for a relationship than just being a looker.
multiple dating options etc. are fun and all, but if you're just dating someone for their looks, the conversations during those dates tend to be not so great. so don't give up on your lad. the people who like you before you get used to playing the dating game will still be around after you level up. don't worry about your 'rivals', just invest your time and emotions in activities/people that make you feel good about yourself and the rest will fall into place.
>tfw there is a ludicrous joke here that only admin and I will ever get. No. 123224
>>123223I'm still working on trying not to beat myself up for every single thing I do (and have ever done.) Like you said, it's a tough habit to break. And yeah, we have a lot in common already! But you can have a lot in common with someone and still not want to date them, which is what I'm afraid of.
haha, that 9/10 thing is just from a /b/ copypasta, I'm not serious about it. Of course I can appreciate when someone is attractive, but generally it just passes without thought or incident unless there's something really special about someone. Like I said, I've known this guy since 3rd grade, and somehow we've ended up in each other's lives again. So maybe that counts for something.
Anyway, thanks for the advice! I can secretly swoon over him, but I know that I should probably focus on making myself better if I'm going to get any enjoyment out of life. Maybe he'll see something in me eventually. And if not, then I guess that's alright too.
No. 123235
>>123230you might be crushing on my ex, anon.
(not really, but damn do they sound alike!)
No. 123239
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He's a bit taller than me, 2 years older, long-ish kinda dyed hair, has a nose ring and is artsy and deep. Unfortunately, he's a druggie and always looks like he's twitching/shaking
But fuck it he's really cute. Can't make a move on him because I'm too shit at conversation with men who aren't friends/shit with crushes in general. He probably knows, and if he rejects me he'll hopefully do it nicely
No. 123243
Hoookay…this is my first time telling who my crush is since I don't have any friends to tell to in real life because they got pretty busy with their lives right now, not a good time to chat, etc *cries
So! I have a huuuuuge online crush on a guy that is friends with several of my illustrator friends. He works in the illustration field too, particularly in the 2D background illustration, something that I really want to master someday. Keep in mind that I have never met my illustrator friends, we only interact on facebook because we are not living in the same place, and I friended them because I like their work and learn many things from them too. The same thing goes for this guy. At first.
While my illustrator friends constantly updating their projects and works and rarely about their personal expressions, he doesn't. He posts about other things like his side hobbies, opinion about current things and so on. The cutest one is his obsession with the character Saber from Fate/Stay Night and her pair, Shirou. He likes them so much and dedicate some fanart to the pairing fans's too. From his posts, I found out that he's five years older than me, and likes anime and Japanese things too, like me.
Also, he post a lot about marriage. In my country he's in the marriage age, and he often wondered about when he'd meet his soulmate, because he is looking for a partner to marry. He tends to be so romantic in his posts, but really not annoying about it. Along with these posts, he also reveals a bit of his past love-life, how did he break up and one time, he lost his girlfriend in an accident and feel somewhat traumatic about it. But from his posts, he is planning to marry someday. He also has a clear goal and understanding about marriage.
That above…are making me crushing him sooo hard. I mean, I don't know…the way he worded things make him like someone who everyone can depend on, a leader. I also have been interacting with him in facebook, and he's really nice. We follow each other's work too and give advices on our posts, not limited to illustration only. I rarely jumped in his love life posts though, because I'm really inexperienced in it, who am I to give advice?
And I really…really want to meet him, even though we're not in the same city. I know, I know, maybe what I feel is not a real feeling, maybe I just like the persona that he presented himself to be, but I just…want to see if I have the same crushing feeling when I met him and if it turns out that I really like him, I also want to see if we work out. Not marriage, but dating first, perhaps? Ahehehe…
Well, that's the story of my crush and my hopes. I'm sorry if it's too long, I've been dying to tell someone about this.
No. 123245
>>123243Aw that's sort of sweet anon. Maybe you should try to talk more to see if you can become closer friends? Next time you find something online he might like, message him it. That's a normal Facebook thing.
>>123244So you're bi or he's just an exception. No big deal, don't stress, just enjoy having a crush!
No. 123246
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>Adept programmer
>Kind of shy, but funny once he feels comfy
>Blushes easily
>Always tries his best even when it's not asked
>Never self-absorbed - prefers to listen
>Long speeches when debating a point, but just wants to back thesis with logic
>Organized; efficiency-Nazi; autism.
>Despite this, not a control freak. Asks others what they want before himself
>Very concerned about fairness/justice
>Likes chinese cartoons but isn't a weeby degenerate (I think…)
>Interest in internet gossip
>Would probably like to be held and protected
>tfw when no qt Admin bf
No. 123250
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>>123246but admin-kun is
my husbando, dangit.
>tfw he's probably gay No. 123251
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My crush
>3 years older
>skinny lean body type
>looks very 2002-esq emo in terms of hair and fashion
>fucking amazing music taste
>actually able to hold a fun conversation
>likes to talk about my retarded interests in 00s pop culture and internet drama
>funny as fuck
Guys, I don't know what to do.
I met this guy in my city on OKCupid about a month ago. A few weeks ago, right after deleting my account, he found me on Twitter and we've been messaging everyday for hours since. I really like this guy, but I don't know if he even likes me back or has a girlfriend. Anyone know what to do?
No. 123255
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>Tfw crush on your coworker
>He's a huge fuccboi
>I don't have a chance
>Super dorky, yet cute smile
>Really funny and always makes me laugh
>Too nervous to say anything
>He starts dating some super attractive girl
>Definitely no chance now
>Still can't stop thinking about him
I hate having crushes
No. 123257
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OP here. I confessed to my crush on Thursday and he rejected me. Kindly, but still a rejection.
I told him how I felt and he said "that's fair. we can still hang out friday"
and yesterday I got lunch with him since it was my last day of spring break, and as I was leaving he told me thank you for telling him how i felt because that takes a lot of courage yada yada
So we're still friends
which is good because I enjoy his company as a friend
but goddamn rejection stings
and i won't see him again until the summer
No. 123259
>>123258Still doesn't explain why he deleted and ignored her for 3 months.
I'd cut your losses anon, if he really cared he'd find a way to reach out to you, reactivate his kik, something. I'm sorry.
No. 123262
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fuck
I'm madly in love with my crush, I keep having dreams about them, not the everyday fling/short type, but the actual living together and spending time holding hands together crush, it's almost like an obsession
Met him online because I'm a tru autist scum, he's a close friend and I can say anything, we play games all the time and send each other boxed shit. He knows me inside out, he helps with my confidence, treats me when I'm down, and listens to everything, I enjoy waking up and reading the morning message he left me, sometimes it's just something related to our in game guild, but shit it makes me feel important enough.
im from Canada, he's from the US, and I do not LDR, like ever, but willing to drop and try just for him
im so scared of confessing, not because of rejection, but because we might not be able to head back to how we were before.
and I know guys won't date girls taller than them, while not being exactly tall, he's a manlet.
No. 123265
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>He's older than me though I'm not sure by how much.
>He's one of those guys who is way too smart for his own good.
>At the same time he has a kind heart and will always help out his friends.
>He is charming in a dorky sort of way.
>I kissed him by impulse once and he kissed me back and my heart went ~doki doki~.
>Still waiting to see if something more might grow from it.
Pic related, I got a candid of him.
No. 123266
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found out my longtime crush/friend is seeing someone.
and its a fucking LDR which probably means its serious.
i got so upset that i literally became physically ill.
:/
No. 123270
>>123185my bf of three years keeps getting nervous because of all the sjws shitting on men who date younger women
>im 17 hes 20how do i explain to him its ok?
(underage) No. 123271
>>123270Honestly a three-year difference at those ages isn't a big deal for most people. It's not like you're 17 and he's 30, in which case it's not just sjws that are going off on it, it's the main populace, for both good and not-as-good reasons.
There really is no reason for him to be nervous about that.
No. 123273
In the summer I have this seasonal job that's only about 30 days of work. There's hundreds of employees with two main companies at the venue, and there's a guy that works for the other one than mine that I've had a mad crush on since last year.
One time the last season when a coworker and I walked past him, I mentioned "he's cute". Then like a week or two later he walked past us and she mentioned that she thinks she went to school with him. And instead of being like "oh yeah? what's his name?", I just nodded and did not continue the conversation cuz I'm a fool.
Thankfully we're outside, as I would watch him like a total weirdo from behind my sunglasses, but he's just so cute I couldn't help it. I would (still do) make it a point to walk through this back loading area whenever I need to get to the other side of the venue, even if it's making me go out of the way, because that's where his main area is at and I want the chance to see him again. I always thought he seemed like the type of guy who has probably been in a good relationship for like the last six years, so I just left it alone.
But last week, he was on a forklift and I was needing to walk into the area he just came out of, so I stopped and let him drive past, and he looked at me, did this kind of grin that wasn't one of those general friendly "sup" smiles you do when passing a stranger (which may I add I've never seen him do), but it was the kind of sincere grin that is like a reflex when you see someone/thing you really like, if you understand what I mean.
So as soon as I saw that my heart got all fluttery and I shuffled away through the fence, but then I just had to ruin the feeling and started thinking about how, wait, I probably did something stupid and he and his coworkers saw and made jokes about it, so when he saw me standing there, it reminded him of the jokes and that's why he grinned.
After that encounter we walked past each other like five or six other times that evening, and the times when I spotted him up ahead I would purposefully look somewhere else to avoid possible eye contact. Because, again, I am a fool.
If I don't help out at a different place on Saturday, I am guaranteed to see him again, and will every work day through September. Maybe I'll try to not be stupid and make eye contact or at least smile at him…I don't know.
No. 123276
There's two, ngl.
We work together in a casino; they're both security guards and I'm an RSA for a little restaurant's gift shop.
On the topic of both of them: I spill all my fucking spaghetti whenever either is on duty near our place. The gift shop is in a little room located right next to the entrance and since we have no doors (just an open entrance) you can see perfectly into where I work. I get all shaky, self conscious, and unreasonably happy whenever I see either on rotation there. To make matters worse, they look almost alike: blond, tall, slim, amazing facial features, but one is maybe a bit older and has facial hair. They could be brothers honestly, and damn they both look really, reaaally cute.
The one without facial hair started around the time I started, because I remember the other workers complaining about how the pool area had girls in bikinis and muscular guys in swim trunks and we were stuck inside a smokey casino with only fat, old security guards to look at.
I casually mentioned one of the cuter, younger guards that I had seen the other day (because I only knew of that one at the time) and they all had no clue what I was talking about. A few days go by and I see him again, walking around the outside of our restaurant since the guards change positions on the casino floor every so often. I point him out and pretty soon everyone knows what he looks like. They mostly agree he is super damn fine, if not pretty cute, but nobody tries to talk to him, contrary to what they do with the other guards (the hostesses are very chatty and social.) The one w/ facial hair I first saw about a month or so into my position.
On my last shift, I saw the one with facial hair and kind of stood near the entrance since the gift shop was empty and stared outside the doors (at the casino area; not directly at him because I'm trying not to be creepy ;-; ) to see if he'd come up and talk to me– and he did start to walk over, but a hostess was also there and she started to talk to me just as he approached and I guess that scared him away because he got really damn close to the host stand and just did a complete u-turn when he saw we were talking. The girl thought it was creepy of him to do (understandable, since she didn't realize that I am crushing on him), but I just wished she would have went and cleaned tables at that moment or something. I love her to death, but damn it she cockblocked me so hard.
Also the one without the facial hair may be married or engaged or something because he wears a ring on one of his hands. But, he also wears a ring on his pinky.. I don't even know. I don't like bringing him up anymore because one of the hosts let it spill that I had a crush on him to all the others hostesses (and said it loud enough when he was outside the restaurant that he definitely heard) and now they tease me whenever he's around and I feel the need to act like I'm disinterested to make them stop. If he is married, I don't want to be that one girl at his workplace that creeps on him like an obsessed fan.
All I want is to crush on qts in peace..
No. 123281
>>123277I did the homewrecking thing before, thinking the same thing, "He hates his gf, so I'm just helping him leave a bad situation."
Turns out there's usually two sides to every story when one person in the relationship is villified.
You'll feel pretty bad once that relationship falls apart. So don't do it.
No. 123285
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>>123284omg tell us about it girl~
No. 123286
went to a steakhouse a couple weeks ago, and the waiter was cute af. He was really tall, thin, broad shoulders, sharp jawline, some stubble, slicked back blonde hair, pretty eyes, just…ugh. He looks like he's 4-5 years older than me which I don't mind. He was flirty with me, all smiley and staring, but ofc I was too shy to really do anything back.
Last Sunday I went back and though he wasn't my waiter, I caught him looking over a lot and smiling real wide when he walked past my table. I really want to get to know him but its hard cause he's a waiter, the chances of him being mine again are slim.
I do need a part time job atm and I thought of applying to that restaurant, also because good tips, but eh…
No. 123288
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>>123273I've gone back to avoiding all eye contact with him.
That's ok.
I still will never talk to him.
I guess that's ok too.
I let it slip on Sunday to a few coworkers though that I think one of the guys from his company is cute (him), after they were joking around and teasing me about another coworker (in a mean way), so now I'm anticipating at least one of them to press on it this weekend. Maybe that will be good. or bad. Well, probably entirely neutral and change nothing, if I'm being honest about my life rn.
No. 123289
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There's no way in hell my crush will like me back (like imagine the odds) anyway so what's the fucking point, i just want this suffering to end.
No. 123291
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>can talk candidly about almost anything
>go ice skating together
>hold hands
>he obviously wants to bone you
>"I'm too autistic to make a move"
You are literally autistic, yes.
No. 123292
>>123290That's exactly what i'm doing rn though… It's an endless cycle, fall for someone who doesn't like you back, eventually fall for someone new, get over previous crush, new crush doesn't like you back, repeat ad infinitum. Like i said, the odds for two people to fall equally much for each other is astronomically low.
Might as well keep this secret to my grave, save myself the embarressment of him finding out i like him.
No. 123294
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She's 6 years older than me and likes video games and anime. Tall and goth and a little big. She's really cute and lovable and I care about her a whole lot! She likes me back but we can't have a relationship right now for personal reasons. I want to spend my life with her and a comfy home with pets but I'm definitely more focused on the future than she is.
No. 123296
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>>123292Oh boohoo, it sounds like a fucking high school movie
No. 123297
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>everyone you are attracted to lives far far away
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>>123185Cute boy in the same uni art class as me, he looked at me today, I tried acting cute. I think it worked… Yeah, I know I'm pathetic
No. 123301
So I don't even know why I have a crush on this guy, but I do and he is the star of all of my fantasies and sex dreams.
I'm 23 and he's 40. He's in a band and is a guitarist, and oh so beautiful. We are good friends and he always invites me to his concerts for free and then to the after party afterwards. Like, he's not even my usual type, and he's shorter than me when I wear heels, but I just have the biggest school girl crush on him, and I hate it.
We go out drinking together from time to time and he always pays for my drinks no matter how much I drink. And on my birthday, he bought me a bottle of champagne and a bottle of absinthe.
I know that when we first met, he liked me a lot and was attracted to me, but I think he has lost interest. Maybe I'm just oblivious as usual.
Like, I sooo badly want to do something with him, but I don't want to ruin our friendship, so I'm not going to, but still.
And he has gorgeous hair.
No. 123302
I met him at a convention this year, he's older than I am (think like 12+ years) but JESUS what a silver fox. He looks like a literal portrait of the devil, like an old 1920's fiddler-at-a-crossroads tophat-and-cane-gentleman-type. It's killing me because he lives on the other end of the country and I fucking know I will never find anyone in this broke-ass murder capital city that I live in who is even on the scale of attractiveness compared to him, he's my new 10/10. I really wanted to hit on him–he was incredibly charming when we talked, but I got super flustered and completely dropped all my spaghetti instead. fuck.
so now i just stalk his social media, and dream about meeting him at like a concert some day, and weep piteously into my rug for hours, gnashing my teeth with envy because my eyeliner game is never going to be as good as his.
on the upside, i've figured out what my fetish is, and it is the devil. preferably tophat-and-cane-steal-your-soul-and-never-call-you-again devil but I will also accept Paradise-Lost-style Lucifer. better than Chad, right?
However, I feel like saying anything about this IRL is just going to sound like I'm being a tryhard edgelord, so I'm taking this secret to my grave (and a copy of Dante's Inferno to bed)
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>>123273>>123288Just continued staring at him like a total creep straight through to the end of the season. I had this plan to finally say something but the opportunity I wanted for it never happened.
I'd catch him looking at me a lot. Probably thinking, "what a fucking weirdo, I always see her staring at me"
Last night I decided I wanted to know his name. When I think about how cute he is I wanted to be able to put an actual name to the face instead of the nickname/acronym I bestowed upon him last year. So, of course, I took to facebook and started getting all Nancy Drew. I found one person who works for his company, I looked through the people that liked a public photo of them in reference to previous company that did what the current one does. I used the friends lists of the ones I recognized to look for others that work there and do the same things he does/people I thought he may be friends with on fb, then I went through their friends.
I finally found him.
Turns out he's a lot younger than I thought, he only graduated last year. We also have a mutual friend.
I'm just happy I know his name now.
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>>123305Dammit anon just say hi or something.
If it's only seasonal work it doesn't matter if you embarrass yourself since it's only a temporary thing, seize the fucking day. Talk about the weather, say you're grabbing some water and ask if he wants a bottle too, anything!
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>>123198>He's 31 and I'm 22. >he has a kidAbort.
Find a young man (25-30) without children and with a career. Don't waste time with somebody that is using you.