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No. 160414
I wake up as Shayna. I charge my phone on my desk so i don't check it first thing in the morning. instead i drink a glass of water and do some light stretching in bed and a yoga flow to help my flexibility (lost after 80lb weight gain). i check my phone - no texts. i make a black coffee in my pink keurig and settle down to write in my journal
about all the ways my old life as a sex worker has affected my mental health, and all the things i'm working on to do better now. 10 am, i head out the door to my 6 hour shift at the dispensary. since i started going to the gym and only drinking on weekends, i've lost some weight in my face and some of the customers flirt with me. i decide to keep these ego boosting moments to myself. 4pm, i stop to get iced tea and a veggie wrap with one of my vegan hippie stoner friends from work. i come home and take noodle on a long walk through the beautiful nature right outside my house. its payday so i debate ordering out for dinner, but i decide i'll save my money so in a few months i'll have enough saved to get a car and not have to uber everywhere. i make myself some pasta with lots of broccoli and pesto, sit down at my gaming PC and boot up twitch so i can settle into an evening of relaxing gaming with my 10 loyal subscribers, all of whom like me for my personailty and the way im honest about my growth and development as an ex-SW. 11 pm, i skip dessert as im close to losing another 5 lbs, and i fall asleep peacefully with water, a humidifier on, and chapstick next to my bed incase i get too dried out. tomorrow is another day of being my best self!
No. 160580
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This won’t actually improve her life at all but shaynus would benefit from finding out her body type and dressing accordingly.
Absolute shaytardation but I would guess she’s a flamboyant natural and if she leaned into that she might not look so fucking tacky all the time
No. 161528
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>>160580It might be shaytarded but I agree and think her Shibbe (shay+kibbe) body type is flamboyant natural and all her shein tatters are the exact opposite of what she should wear with her features. She also definitely wears the wrong tone of colors. This is why she looks so much more porcine, gray, and haggard for a 25 year old. If she wore black slim straight jeans with a flowy mauve tunic and dark brown hair she would look her age.
No. 161834
>quit drinking (slowly) possibly with the help of rehab paid for by my parents
>learn to make easy, cheap and healthy meals focused on vegetables and whole grains
>stop sharing personal info on twitter or social media, make it a purely digital marketing platform
>get a part time job at a boutique store or book shop or become a hostess/server
>declutter all cheap, crappy clothes and go second hand shopping for pieces that fit made of nice material
>find a hobby, like knitting or pottery or an easy sport
>stop making new content
>clean up my pages to only have vanilla/normal stuff (so no more ddlg or baby/incest shit)
>save money by living very frugally, doing no spend, etc
>eventually increase my hours at work and quit sw all together, do my best to get shit scrubbed off porn sites, copyright strike reposters, use services that help former "sex workers" hide their old stuff
>delete all public social media
>try and make friends through work or my new hobbies, spend time with them socially without drinking
>reconnect with family/move closer to them/get a cheaper apartment or roommates
>once lc starts to lose interest in me, get an official name change (hates her name anyway)
>get a good therapist
>find a partner who respects and cares for me, isn't ashamed of my past but will help me move forward
>try and move up at work, become a manager, etc
>take night classes in something that interests me, maybe try and pivot into a higher paying career
>once i've made progress in my healing process, start a small group where former sex workers meet to discuss our trauma, difficulties, etc. meet up once a month over coffee and lean on each other for support.
No. 161874
>>160580>>161528Shay won't dress for her Shibbe type because first you have to accept what you have and she clearly does not kek I can totally see Shay hearing "broad" and "width" from N family and immediately start convincing herself she's some kind of G or R, just taller and totally the rare case!! She's oblivious enough to still try and wear those lines when they look so comically separate from her that it looks shooped on top of her. Like, do you think Shay understands ruching? Or why a sleek high ponytail and oversized sweater on a G type is a completely different impression than whatever the fuck it is that she's doing?
Ultimately she doesn't want to dress for the female gaze anyway.
No. 162167
>>162162FYI i am kind of trolling but this seriously puts into perspective just how bad shayna has fucked herself over:
i feel horrible for her mom. i know if i was like shay my mom would be absolutely heartbroken. so i would look into a conservatorship to see if it was possible. it would be difficult to get her to stop hurting herself without her running somewhere and claiming abuse.
a tough love approach is necessary. we would need to have many heart-to-hearts. she needs to be able to trust me and feel safe, but also seriously needs a reality check, and to have some autonomy taken away.
>delete all social media accounts>take away anything with internet access>throw out unused and likely long expired makeup. she can keep some of it tho>throw out/BURN all her tacky whore clothes, BOWS, and shoes>get rid of the majority of her cheap pink useless shit. pink is no longer your favorite color shay, not in my house.>make a big show of burning all of her sick porn-related items and props. huge bonfire in the backyard where she must mourn the beginning of the end of her past self. no more cage. no more paddles, canes, or diapers. melt the dildos into a pool of shit-speckled slop.>a new, basic wardrobe of decent, suitable clothes THAT FIT HER.>she would no longer be allowed to do her own hair, makeup, or get her nails done. those cuticles need to heal!>secretly have some kind of tag on her to track her just to know where she is at all times, and minimize any travelling alone. she will not be allowed to drive>get her a job, maybe one where a family member who is aware of the situation works at, and can manage her on the job. maybe would need to offer money to get them to help out, as shayna is a handful. working retail would be fine for her. >wean her off all substances and put her on a healthy, balanced diet. and drinking water only.>bitch needs a real skincare routine she can stick to, would probably need to ensure she takes a shower every day and moisturizes after>hobbies: WORKING OUT, CLEANING, actually giving her pets attention, spend time with family, cooking/baking, some kind of hands-on craft. literally anything that isn't degenerate. MINIMAL television watching with me, and it must not be degenerate. if she wants to play any games she can play something normal like animal crossing.>maybe have her pick some classes at a community college to take, or maybe some beauty school which could seriously help her figure out what looks good on her for once>get her a great psychologist who will help her work through her issues, self-hatred, and inevitable trauma she will need to process as she realizes what she's done to herself. need a psych that is not a wokie, someone who will not enable her whatsoever or believe her BS>bank account would be monitored multiple times a day by me. she is not allowed to have a phone, pc, or a car.>she may hang out with (non-bimbo) friends but only in the house when i am at least on the property. no male friends allowed.>no dating for the time being, until she meets a normal non coomer guy that i approve of, and she seems at least 80% mentally stable.>helpful gifts to reward her as she progresses into a somewhat normal (albeit damaged) member of society:-shopping sprees with me where new makeup, clothes, and shoes must be approved by me.
-new room decor. some cutesy stuff is fine but she's gotta get organized, neat, and a bit more mature
-SELF HELP BOOKS especially for binge eaters, or any books related to how damaging porn, the sex industry, and promiscuity are
-hobby-related items or something that promotes movement like a bike
yes, i am mentally ill for posting this.
No. 163163
I'm now imaginging some browser game where you the player was isekai'd into Shayna's body. There's no quest/system but you obviously don't want to keep living like she did. Imagining all the gameplay details/systems involved makes me kek and grimace. Entire minigames for basic things like washing, dressing, talking, etc that would take maybe one button/action in a regular game, since she has like no foundation to work with.
It's really hard imagining what kind of job she could start with. Retail maybe, but before that, maybe Doordash/Uber driver so she gets used to micro responsibilities, flexible hours, and minimal and manageable normie socialization.
She could even do dog-walking, a lot of people got dogs for corona and it'd help her get money, more fit, and touch grass. She's just fat right now, not morbidly obese. I think she could more than handle it. Maybe she can start her dog-walking experience by volunteering at an animal shelter, and get more practice with responsibility via all the other duties it comes with.
No. 163164
>>163163Samenon and I just remembered that yearbook anon said she used to even pawn off art class assignments on the other students. Forget a job, she needs to start with consistently doing ONE
healthy non-detrimental hobby she enjoys. Her receptors that accept any positive emotion chemical have been almost perma-damaged from all the weed and and vapes. She needs to practice being awake without any substance for an hour, and then two hours, etc.
No. 164161
Is Shayna's problem more nature or nurture, what do we think? She won't change unless she wants to change, and I can't see what might get her to.
im hoping she has some brutal realization moment after she decides to stop hitting rock bottom. or decides to try spacing them out more
>realize family is one of the most legally binding support system and source of love and care anyone gets in life
>still cant stand her mom but decides to try doing it a little at a time
>move into a cheaper apartment closer to her mom's place. throw away everything she runs out of willpower to pack, eliminating a lot of clutter and seeing how much of it she won't miss
>visit her mom once a month, once a week if things get better
>continue sugaring, streaming, and selling old vids until she can wean off sugaring
>get one offline hobby. ex: maybe she wants fries so she buys those frozen bag ones, some seasonings, and microwaves them for super cheap, and gets it hotter and faster than she would've from delivery
>revisit old hobbies and interests now that she's a little more comfortable not conforming to the bimbo stuff 24/7 - rock, normie alt fashion, etc?
>get more comfortable with trying more things in life and get some basic, repetitive job. she doesnt have to give up her allowance, she could start with something part-time
No. 166082
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I've been playing around with this website trying to figure out my own color season as someone who like Shay also has a 90% pink wardrobe but feels like they're aging out of being able to pull off pink everything, and for fun I decided to analyse Shay and find some colors that she could wear if she wanted to change her wardrobe and start dressing like an adult woman instead of an overgrown toddler wearing clothes made out of deli ham. These are the results I got. The only shade of pink in it is a bright shade very unlike the musty stale meat colors she usually wears. If I could change Shay's life, one of my first steps would be to put her in clothes that aren't from Amazon and are in colors that suit her rather than mismatched shades of pink
No. 166084
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>>166082I think she's a dark winter, not bright winter, because she has black eyes. There's some pink for dark winter, but not the salmon pink she wears.
No. 166900
>>166084her eye color is green/hazel. The best word for her would be wearing a t-shirt with that the situation red carpet photo of him making the same face she always does.
that would be the most suitable for her
No. 166902
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>>166900her eyes are very dark brown (almost black). they only look light brown/hazel in the pic I used for her color season because there's some kind of filter lightening them. there is no hint of green to be found
No. 166932
>>166924seriously kek that suggestion was retarded. manipulating women into selling their bodies and then taking a cut of the profits is not a
valid career path, it's something deserving of the death penalty
