No. 579926
i hate myself so much, i've been trying to keep going w all this shit, but girls believe when i say this, i cant do anything well.
first (and the typical shit), im ugly, fat, short, i stutter when I speak, my voice is terrible, i have crooked teeth, acne marks, i suck at makeup, terrible hair, i need glasses and i dont want to use them bc i think i look slightly better without them, and still not enough.
second, i hate this all, i have no money, a terrible home and an abusive household , no nice clothes to show, i dont even have a good charisma or smth like that. i always wanted to have (at least) a nice body to make up for how ugly i am, i already tried to workout, ed, fasting and all kind of methods and nothing has changed, idrk what else to do
the thing here is, what should i do to make up for smth about how i look? any tips for makeup, losing weight or even skincare or smth? anything would be accpeted obviously this is not to accepted by boys, i want to feel good about myself and make up for smth about all this shi(shit thread, unintegrated newfag)