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No. 161400

i watched some kind of weird hermaphrodite porn and it was kind of hot while i was watching it then after watching it. I thought "that was disgusting, wtf is wrong with you?" then the feeling of disgust actually turned me on even more. I never experienced this feeling before.

I didnt go out looking for it, a friend of mine was joking around and showed me it.

No. 161401

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Those staged groping vids.
I don't even know why. Maybe it's the voyeur-lover in me.

No. 161402

I think it's just like some Dali quote, he says the libido wants the repulsive or something like that.
I don't think it necessarily has to do with "secret fantasies" or personal taste, either. Sometimes you just think of nasty shit regardless of the fact that you would never act it out as yourself.

No. 161403

>>161402
*that said, I don't see how hermaphroditism is something to be ashamed of really. It can seem kind of cool. Though most of the porn involving so called hermes is fake, lots of intersex people exist. It's not all that abnormal or anything.

There's far worse and disgusting.

No. 161404

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>>161401
>that pic
Now THAT is truly revolting. tg you spoilered that shit.

No. 161405

I fapped to a bestiality vid once.
Afterwards once I'd finished and got it out of my system I just felt… dirty. Like I actually had to go take a shower.

It was a dog on a lady and I was feeling particularly degenerate that night. But like one of my fetishes is bukkake or heavy loads, no human male can produce that much semen :(

No. 161406

>>161401
I feel kinda turned on by that pic just because it's so wrong I want to try it for myself. Then brush my teeth straight after

No. 161407

I like hidden cams, upskirts, those videos that follow women in the store and film their ass etc… It makes me feel terrible.

No. 161408

I like emetophic stuff, but I usually feel bad….and I lay there for a while thinking about what I'm doing in my life.

But recently I got my mouse on some weird was emtophilic Japanese lesbian scat porn….and I had to stop squeezing, turn off my device, and lay there thinking about what I'm doing and what I could be doing.
But then I went on as usual.

No. 161409

>>161405
Sort of second but way worse. I used to masturbate to bestality often and even fantasized about fucking dogs. So glad I never had access to any "sexy" dogs.

Also I tried to masturbate to interracial porn "ironically" but thought the dicks were too gross. I wouldn't feel so bad about my vagina being racist if I didn't used to masturbate to DOGS.

No. 161410

>>161409
I'm fucking screaming at this aaaaahhhgh this is so funny

No. 161411

>>161409
I can understand pretty much any fetish except bestiality. I just don't get it and am thoroughly repulsed by the thought of a dog putting his penis inside me.

No. 161412

>>161411
I think that's kind of the point for people who aren't exactly "furries" in the sense that they don't have a fursona or want to fuck cartoon ponies or anything. I think it's the very reason that it's repulsive.

No. 161413

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I'm a huge fan of /d/ related content so there are tons of weird shit I love looking at and no I'm not really ashamed.

Very rarely in a specific mood I'll look at rape things and get off, and feel really horrible afterwards for enjoying such a miserable thing.

No. 161414

I basically can't get off unless I'm being treated like shit.
It sucks because outside of a sexual context, I can't stand it and I'm a huge advocate for treating people with respect.

No. 161415

>>161414
Same. All roleplay. My last boyfriend couldn't do it, but the guy before him could go all out. The difference it made in the actual sex and my sexdrive was HUGE.

No. 161416

>>161408
emtophilic isn't a word?

No. 161417

>>161416
I meant emetophilic. Not sure if that's a word anyway, but it sounds right.
Like the polar opposite to emetophobe.

Anyway, it refer to vomit, or the act of process of/to vomiting. That shit turns me on, but I feel so guilty right after I watch porn.

Sigh, even reading this over makes me feel like a huge girl-creep….

No. 161418

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My progression into porn has been a bizarre journey.
Started with normal hentai > tentacle hentai > bestiality (dogs) > egg laying > rape > loli > and eventually ended up at… guro

After that point, I took a looong internet break because holy shit I was falling down the rabbit hole too quick. that whole porn journey was from ages 14 to 17.

After a break, came back to
ugly guys/hot girls (is there even a term?) > cream pies > cum funnel > double penetration > and now I'm into intense throatfucking/gagging, especially when the girl is lay down, head upside down.

I'm embrassed by it all, tbh. Lol.

I think I'm fucked.

No. 161419

>>161418
Just squick yourself out. I went too far, now all produced porn is pretty much disgusting to me. Max Hardcore and Insex were the tipping point for me. Oh, and Street Steve fotos; he takes pictures of real Philly hookers; he's truly a hero. I watch porn like I watch gore.

No. 161420

>>161411
>>161412

Nah a lot of is to do with the bestial nature of mating dogs and the sheer volume of semen a dog produces during ejaculation.

A dog will cum during and throughout sex, but upon reaching orgasm the base of it's dick will swell up to the size of a tennis ball (knotting) in order to plug up the vagina to prevent leakage and prevents the female from escaping. Like, you physically cannot detach from the dog once this has occurred.
It then proceeds to pump enormous amounts of semen inside of you which can last any where between 20-30 mins.

I've heard offhandedly that women who actually fuck dogs reach orgasm the second the dog begins to knot, even when they've never been able to orgasm through sex before.

I would never fuck a dog but as a concept it's pretty appealing.
It'd be sweet if human men could do that…

No. 161421

>>161420

Seen how cats mate?

No. 161422

>>161420
Honestly yeah, not even a furry but what you said is why I used to watch it. I'd never do it personally but watching it was watching something so…primal. It was hot, while I was into it, but not so much anymore.

No. 161423

>>161420

Good god I didnt know that but reading that sounds so fucking hot. I sometimes like looking at bestiality doujins but for me I really turned on by the humiliation factor.

No. 161424

>>161420
>>161422

Do you guys know any trust worthy sites for this kind of thing? I need them for reasons.

No. 161425

I feel abit guilty about dog on girl sex. Isn't it abusive like child porn? Or are dogs just dumb and not effected by it?

No. 161426

>>161425

I just did a lot of reading into this because I find it really arousing to at least read about, not sure if I could ever actually do it though.

From what I've found out its not really abusive at all especially male dog on female. Lots of people are saying to make sure your animal is comfortable and if they show any resistance to stop or else it does become abuse. I think its a lot worse for male on female dog since they can actually do a lot of accidental harm to them.

No. 161427

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there are these dildos the knot like a dog. I'd be scared to use them because if it got stuck in me and I had to go to the emergency to get it removed…that'd be embarrassing.

No. 161428

I'm just going to assume all this dog shit is robots trolling because if not you people are disgusting pieces of shit.

No. 161429

>>161428
mirroring this

i just picture the anons in this thread being the greasy foreheaded fat girls that browse baddragon forums

No. 161430

yes. see >>>/g/8485
i have a lot of fantasies like that. they are basically rape fantasies. but this is the first time i've had a dream about it or thought about Moot in a sexual context. wtf brain. reluctance, coercion (not hypnosis however. that weirds me out), blackmail, and being forceful turns me on. it's a shitty fetish (and i was a victim of sexual abuse too so that makes it weirder). the hottest thing to me is dubcon. like the consent is dubious and they don't really want to do it but do it anyways, reluctantly.

No. 161431

>>161418

Don't worry about it anon, just embrace your perverse self. Although just to clarify don't think about doing some of those things irl, since lots of them are illegals and/or impossible. Just fap to your lewd fantasies and move on with your day to day life.

No. 161432

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>>161418

Oh also if you're still into oviposition you should check out primelhardweres egg depositor. I haven't personally tried it but I hear pretty good things about it if that's your fetish

>oviposition is a huge fetish of mine

>mfw I want to drop over $100 on a dildo that shoots out silicon eggs

No. 161433

>>161429
>>161428


I guess in some way it'd be easier if I actually looked like that but truth be told I look like a totally normal, attractive young woman which is somehow worse.

:(

>>161432

Man this shit is sick and I want one.

:(

(how do you get them out?)

No. 161434

This thread is scary

No. 161435

>>161434
Just embrace your weird fantasies anon

No. 161436

>>161433
According toe the website the eggs can dissolve. Also you could push them out with your vaginal muscles

No. 161437

>>161435
I do, and the worst of em involves blood of the non-menstrual variety (and futanari) but I've never in my life thought about fucking a dog or a dragon cock

No. 161438

>>161433
I was on some forum where girls post pictures of their sex with dogs. Most of them were thin-skinny fat and not horrible looking. Women can be sick fucks too.

No. 161439

Remember that girl with dreads who fucked a dog?

No. 161440

>>161439
Whhat happened to her?

No. 161441

One time back in like 2010, after I watched 2girls1cup (which wasn't as bad as people made it out to be) for the first time, I followed to this other website that brought me to Bowl girl, then some beastiality shit.

Basically bowlgirl is this Asian chick who throws up into this huge ass bowl then eats it, and throws up again, repeat.
I got turned on, but I felt weird after. I wasn't turned on, but I liked it
And I remebwr laughing like a creep. So I followed a link over to the beastiality video.

And the beastiality one was this bad mid 80s through early 90s teir quality. And it had this man(I think?) Who was just standing around with his butt exposed. Then this big ass horse came up behind him and started fucking him with this huge and long horse penis. I remember how the horse was lifting him up and everything, Jesus it was brutal. The man was crying and shit. This other dude was also filming and laughing. And then, iirc he returned the favor to the horse so to say.

Was I turned on? A little, but I still feel bad. I still think about it up to this day.

Finally that video led me to Meatspin, and then into the world of gay porn.

No. 161442

>>161441
Lifting him up. Top kek.

No. 161443

>>161441

Dude, you sure that video you watched wasn't Mr. Hands A.K.A. Kenneth Pinyan?

That video is notorious because the guy featured getting railed by the stallion ended up dying after the horse dick ruptured his anal cavity.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enumclaw_horse_sex_case

The video for anybody that is interested in watching a guy getting btfo by horse cock :^)

http://www.bestshockers.com/2-guys-1-horse/

No. 161444

>>161441
Didn't the guy in that video die in the hospital after that? I'm 99% positive that's the guy who bled to death in the hospital because it fucked up his organs so badly.

No. 161445

>>161443
>>161444
Holy shit really??
I never really watched anything beastiality related after watching the video nor did I really search or study up on the guy. If so, I feel bad man. I never heard that happened, my vagina and I feel sad for being slightly turned on. :(

Hah, I'm afraid to click it for search history sake since I just cleared it a while ago, but I could check?

No. 161446

>>161443
Oh Lord, I don't think this is it. But I'm not too sure, I think the lighting was way better in the one I watched, but it's eerily similar. The horses looked the same, but I feel that the penis in the one I watched was longer than this one. Could be wrong….

Poor guy either way. That is not a way to go….(depending on the type of person you are)

No. 161447


No. 161448

>>161400
I fapped to corpses once on some gore website, I felt really bad after that. I'm not necro or anything, I was just curious.

No. 161449

>>161433
Idk it looks like it'd be painful lol

No. 161450

FacialAbuse/FaceFucking is pretty awful. Though it turns me on. It's amazing when they make the girls cry and sob.

No. 161451

I only recently came to the conclusion i'm pretty fucked up. I have only been getting off to hentai anime/manga as long as i can remember and just felt… awkward about real porn. It's really weird though because i always search for the most "awful" tags too lol. I guess it's because it isn't real? Like i wouldn't search for something like actual mind break porn.

No. 161452

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I'm into 2d loli and pretty much anything from guro, zoo, scat, prolapse/body horror etc. I used to feel pretty guilty and disgusted at first but now it's all meh. I'm not hurting anyone and I strictly keep my loli fantasies 2d. I had a pretty fucked up childhood (sexual abuse by my pedophile neighbors) so my sexuality is pretty twisted.

No. 161453

>>161452

Dont worry anon, your fellow /d/eviants understand. I think its perfectly fine to like those things in fantasy but maybe not pursue them irl. I'm not personally into loli but I don't thinks it gross or pedophillic. My ex used to really be into haha.

Also please dont try to make yourself or anyone else prolapse in real life, that shit is super dangerous.

No. 161454

>>161450
yeah, plenty of it on efukt

No. 161455

The only thing that actually turns me on is piss. People pissing themselves, specifically. I can't get off during normal sex because of this. It would be really nice to have an orgasm from having sex with my bf, or …just looking at normal porn, but I'm stuck with this retarded fetish.

No. 161456

>>161418
Oh god this happened to me. I was like 14 when I was really into guro and extreme body mods and all that shit. I decided it's getting too fucking weird and now years after I wince at the thought. But at the same time I'm now really into noncon/rape, forced insemination, petplay, mindbreaking and bdsm. Why can't I just be happy with plain vanilla porn.

No. 161457

>>161432
I fucking hate myself for getting aroused at the thought of trying this out.

No. 161458

>>161448
I never fapped to corpses but when I was 14 I was disturbingly obsessed with looking at brutal murder scenes and reading about them. It was never a sex thing I just liked looking at bodies turned inside out. I still don't understand why I like it so much.

No. 161459

>>161455
I remember I saw this video of this blonde porn star pissing on a couch while eating cheerios and watching TV and I was just so HORRIFIED by how much it turned me on. Now I love watersports and I wish I had a qt girlfriend to do it with. ;_;

No. 161460

boku no pico turned me on, I watched it with friends for the first time and it was the worst I was so full of shame

No. 161461

I like blood. I like the way it tastes and smells. But I'm too afraid of AIDS.

That and people tend to have an aversion to blood and think you are a weirdo.

No. 161462

>>161461
Me too. Bloodplay is the closest to a "kink" I'd ever have but I don't consider it a kink. It's exciting nonetheless. I just don't go out of my way to talk about it.

No. 161463

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>>161461
>>161462
I don't particularly like the taste and smell of blood. And I can't stand spooky/bloody movies at all.

But I have a fascination for blood that kind of worries me.
I donated blood as often as I could (every 2 months until I became too depressed to even go outside, I actually counted the days to when I could legally donate again) 50% because it made me feel not worthless for once, 50% because I loved feeling warm blood flowing through the tubing running on my pale skin, and the dark red swirly clouds in the bag. The first time I donated blood I was high / abnormally happy for nearly a week, to the point friends worried I was on drugs.
I rarely remember my dreams but when I do it's always some variation around blood: blood rain on grey dead landscape, blood river, blood pools, blood slowly flowing on immaculate tiling… Fortunately lately I've begun to take back control of my life and now dream of cuddles, warmth and "normie" happiness.
Years ago a psychiatrist had me take an ink blot test. I mostly saw warships, uniforms, war etc. and the psychologist wrote in his report that I had "extreme levels of violence, though effectively sublimated" and "no detectable sex drive, which is repressed by an even greater force".
I've tried to ERP bloodplay with someone once but it fell flat because I'm a horrible RP writer and could't write emotional/erotic things if my life depended upon it.
I sometimes wonder if my father is the cause of this on some level. I admire him, he's an ex-navy vascular surgeon, and loves hunting / fishing. I remember going hunting with him and he'd skin and butcher a deer, or hang a boar on hooks and tell me about what artery he hit with the bullet that caused massive internal bleeding, as we watched blood pouring from the boar's snout and forming a little pond a dog came to drink from. I've been told by people who know my father that he's somewhat blood thirsty.
This whole thing has made me seriously consider a couple times studying to become an hematologist, which I fortunately didn't because that is a horrible reason to pick a career.

This kind of drifted way off topic but after writing the ERP part I felt like I had to let everything go. I've never told this to anyone because:
>That and people tend to have an aversion to blood and think you are a weirdo.
I-I don't want people to think I'm a creep / potential serial killer.

No. 161464

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Baby/little kid photos of my boyfriend.
Then I imagined myself as his babysitter, molesting him.

No. 161465

>>161463
grats, I think this is the most un-ironically edgy thing I've read since 2009

No. 161466

>>161463
Girls like you are amazing but impossible to please. Your dads are just too much better than us.

No. 161467

>>161420
I never thought of bestiality that way but now that you word it like that I'd probably actually like sex if dudes did that.

No. 161468

I'm a huge fan of creepy things, horror, gore, and all things spooky. To the point that I now enjoy guro. I was only into lesbian/yuri hentai when I was a teen so it makes me feel even worse. Now I don't really have a preference of gender so long as I can imagine the character is a healer of some sort. But I'd never want that to happen to me irl. Crazy guys also fit into this category. Not like emo brooding dude. Like full on schizo "I hear voices in my head" psycho. That one dude from Until Dawn gave me a huge lady boner for a while.

I'm also into forced orgasms and couple stuff. But I got kind of bored of bdsm after a while. Did have a thing for ageplay when I was like 14/15 but that one also died out for me.

No. 161469

Yeah, it's really fucking embarrassing. I am a chronic anorexic, "severely underweight," and literally the only thing that turns me on is female stuffing (I absolutely can't stand watching vids of men showing off their hairy, bloated abdomens). I remember getting turned on by belly expansion/overeating scenes in movies and shit when I was in like kindergarten, before I even knew what it meant to get "turned on." I used to have this one dress, and I'd stuff a pillow into it and make it look like I had a huge potbelly. I also remember, when I was like 5 years old, getting together with a friend, making a shit ton of popcorn (well, my mom probably made it for us), weighing ourselves, eating as much as we could, and then weighing ourselves again. I got the 5-year-old-girl version of a massive boner when I saw the number on the scale had gone up a pound for me. Around the same time (~5-6 years old), I wrote a several-page-long story about a girl whose parents went out of town and spent like three days stuffing herself with candy and junk food and shit.

Now, once a week or so, I'll head over to YouTube and look up videos of women stuffing themselves, chugging liquid to make their stomach swell, rubbing their stuffed bellies and moaning, talking about how fat they're going to get from it, etc. You'd be surprised (or maybe not) at how many videos like this there actually are. Anyway, I am incredibly turned on until like 5 picoseconds after orgasm, and then the guilt, shame, and disgust set in. I should add that (sorry, I know I'm a douche) I am grossed out by "BBW"s - I only like to see thin girls stuff themselves. The way their bellies look when they're inflated as much as they possibly can be…oh god I am going to have to go over to YouTube now and then deal with the guilt afterward.

No. 161470

>>161468
>Crazy guys also fit into this category. Not like emo brooding dude. Like full on schizo "I hear voices in my head" psycho
Hello are you me
>tfw Tom Waits in Bram Stoker's Dracula (the one with Keanu Reeves, kek) gave you one of your first and most intense lady boners

No. 161471

>>161465
T-thanks I suppose. For what it's worth I'm 0% emo/edgy irl.
>>161466
I'm not sure I understand what you mean ? How is that even remotely amazing (I swear I'm not asking to stroke my ego).

No. 161472

>>161471
>I'm not sure I understand what you mean ? How is that even remotely amazing (I swear I'm not asking to stroke my ego).

>Surgeon

>ex-military
>manly as fuck
>good, proactive hobbies

You're "amazing" because you're good in bed.

No. 161473

>>161468

>forced orgasms


that's me .. I'm not really into all the pain thats associated with bdsm, but all I really want in life is to be strapped immobile for 24 hours while being forced to orgasm repeatedly while men are enjoying the view on the side.

No. 161474

>>161400
I'm masturbating to Better Call Saul. Episode 2 where he get's taken to the desert and threatened was so hot. That scene was not nearly long enough, though. Love how high his voice gets when he's nervous. I want to do evil things to Bob Odenkirk and my fantasies are very very sick.

No. 161475

>>161470
Oh fuck. I totally had a thing for that dude. I remember watching that movie a million times and pretending to like Keanu. And then there was that random dude in the dark knight flick who had zero lines. The one disguised as a cop.

No. 161476

I remember reading a website where people posted fictional non-con stories and I'd mostly read the lighter stuff (I mean, as light as rape can get lmao)but there was a story about these guys kidnapping a girl and holding her for ransom and then selling her to ISIS at the end and just…

Ugh. It was so fucked up, I felt sooo bad afterwards.

For a few weeks, though, I had fantasies of a jihadi fucking me with blood on his hands…

I think ISIS was the worst thing I ever masturbated to lol

No. 161477

>>161452
i really think that making loli for acceptable would help lots of pedophiles (not saying you are one, many non-pedos enjoy it!). when you see the way people post certain loli boards you start to see how many use it as a healthy outlet for their desires and i think that's a great thing. tbh, i think more realistic 3d material should be available, too. anything that doesn't involve real flesh and blood children. there needs to be more reasonable dialogue about this topic instead of blatand fear mongering.

No. 161478

>Masturbates to YouTuber's voice
>No regret til two weeks later.
Goddamnit Critikal, something about that voice, it's just so urgh. I just imagine my name being moaned on my lady parts with that voice.

No. 161479

when I was younger I was mega turned in by vids of girls kissing and I used to feels weird and guilty for it… Idk why.

No. 161480

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No. 161481

Guys, would you even tell your boyfriends your most dirty fantasies?

No. 161482

>>161402
"In the subconscious you fuck ugly people, never beautiful, because the libido always desires something repulsive." Salvador Dali

No. 161483

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>>161409
so you can fap to dogs but not blacks? Whats the difference its bestiality regardless

No. 161484

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>>161461
>>161463
I also have a blood fetish. I've never been intimate with another girl with it besides small little cuts I licked up. I wanna get serious at some point.

I don't like Guro though, I also have other fetishes but I just consider them "things I like" with blood being my only fetish.



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