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Screech into the oblivion. A place to say how you really feel without other people feeling entitled to give you shit for it.
>Don't respond to other people's rants. It's not about you, you vain bitch.
to true NONNY
!!1! pregonant emma watson made by an indian in stable diffusion to jack off has the same artistic merit as the Mona Lisa
I can't tell if men are attracted to me or not, I think they always behave weird towards me, even the male doctors give me weird stares and sometimes they say weird shit. I was never in a relationship but the only guy who got close to me as a friend and then took me on a couple of dates told me that men are very attracted to me but I'm just too autistic and oblivious to notice that and to ever reciprocate anyone's feelings, he also said that interactions with me are a torture. He said that if I got more self aware and confident I could choose whatever man I want, but if I don't want that, I should get therapy anyway so it's easier for me to navigate in life and socialize in general, since socialization is important at work and other places. I don't know if he said that just to manipulate me or does he really think that, on the other hand he doesn't want anything from me at this point, he offered me his support but he knows I'm not ready for a romantic/sexual relationship, he doesn't try to guilt trip me into being with him. I don't know. Even when men don't say or do anything in particular, just the way they stare at me makes me uncomfortable. I'm in my mid 20s and I still can't figure this out
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THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR ACTIONSSS
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Would someone hanging their used towel in the washroom on top of your own give you the ick or am I being autistic?
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I like you, but if you were actually "in love" with me you would make an effort to impress me, that's why i only see you as a friend cause you don't give me any reason to actually date you, i would feel embarrassed and mortified if my crush noticed my BO and lack of grooming yet you don't seem to care about my opinion and its some bullshit you dared to call my natural curly hair "messy" when you don't even groom yourself properly in front of a woman you like, i don't "deserve" your efforts i suppose….i'm that irrelevant uh? well, then don't even try to date me cause is not going to happen
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I watched 8 mile the other day and I thought about pic rel, he got the bratty bottom aura
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why did you forget my garlic dip you stupid piece of shit
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If he's ugly your long necked penicillin dicked scote is ugly weirdo. If he's weird so is your shit bag scrote.
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I haven't showered in 3 days and was forced to get out of the house today. I normally don't inflict my grossness onto others when I'm like this, I only leave the house when Im freshly showered (I live alone). But there is a small leak on the roof of my apartment and I had to leave while they fix it. I didn't have time to shower. I feel so disgusting. I'm so sorry to anyone who might have to smell me. I'm doing my best to stay physically away from anyone, but I'm terrified someone I know will see me and want to say hi. In my culture you usually greet each other with a hug. Please lord save me.
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It isn’t a joke to me but I wish it was
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THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR ACTIONS
NTA but what else should be used? I mean people say asians, arabs, whites, polynesians etc etc but you can't say blacks? I mean this term is even used in formal publications, example: https://press.princeton.edu/ideas/why-are-blacks-democrats
My favourite part is when they try to explain how I'm supposed to do my job. When they can't even tell what is their company looking for in my field to let me make a proposition depending on that.
Oh well, at least they actually do bring money to your company, my clients just insult me most of the time and seethe at the idea of having to pay for the services.
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This is kinda like me but I play being agreeable to the fullest, no one actually likes me for me, no one even know real me (at this point I don't even know who am I) people tolerate me for being adaptable to their needs and personality, it reaches absurd point.
I play this uwu I'm shy and self conscious car, I look young so I get away with mistakes and being not good enough, yet I know my clock is ticking and soon I will turn into an unprofessional old lady everyone hates and no one hires.
I wish I knew how to change, the whole I'm a boss bitch mantra does nothing, every time I try to create boundaries I fail.
Younger me really truly thought the internet was going to be great for humanity.
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Sometimes there is a blissfully long time between when you fuck around and when you find out. Enjoy the clusterfuck, lord knows I won’t be returning to spend any more energy on my perspective being understood letalone valued where I am shoved through a semantics woodchipper for using “y’all” in a sentence in the south of the US while holding an entry level job. I hope you got your panties wet grinning and insulting me all so that you could make me feel I can’t communicate when not a single one of you can effectively communicate job duties and descriptions for either yourselves or a single subordinate on the floor at random. It’ll be the rest of your career, however long or short that may be, before another me comes to work for you. Surround yourself with fellow plotters and schemers and don’t cry when you suffer the consequences of such an environment. I’m gonna have a peaceful weekend with my future wife and when the new week dawns, I’ll be in pajamas smoking weed n chillin and you’ll be scrambling to put out the fires you started by treating myself and other strong employees like criminals for calling out the bullshit.
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i'm so tired of university. i genuinely do not care about doing well at this point. i do not care about the quality of my work. the assignments i'm completing are actual trash i have put the minimum amount of effort into so as to meet the basic requirements outlined in assignment rubrics. pic rel is me. i am going to have to produce new work in creating a professional portfolio anyways, and i fully plan to get on disability instead of working once i'm done getting this overpriced piece of paper called a "degree"
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there was a very young looking boy (2-4 years old if I had to guess) wandering around on the sidewalk in a residential area near the bus stop where I got off and you could immediately tell that he must've been lost. he looked very clueless and was silently looking around as if he was trying to recognize anyone he knew. he was probably Hispanic. multiple random people who happened to be driving by saw and asked if I knew him and I said no. I couldn't really be all that helpful because too much tism in my system and I feel bad even though I didn't know any more than they did. this was like 30 minutes ago.
I hope whoever could talk to him can help get him home safely but I didn't have the time to stick around and be useful or anything but thankfully there are still nice people around who are infinitely more competent than I am who seem to know how to handle it appropriately. I guess I am also a little saddened and uneasy about it because I know that I will probably never find out how things turn out even though I contributed nothing useful to the situation. that makes me feel strangely guilty. I hope it turns out well in the end for everyone involved without any complications. I guess I also feel humbled by this situation because it makes me realize how many different components there are in society that I don't even have the faintest grasp on yet. in the future I want to be a more assertive and helpful person. I want to turn the frustration I feel into something productive.
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Out of all the animals in the world, I dislike goats the most. I truly hate these vile, disgusting creatures. "Goats" or satyrs are as though the most repulsive features of men were embodied in nature spirits, thereby becoming even more animal-like than they already are. I fucking hate goats so much it's unreal
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HOW CAN YOU HATE THEM
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I think my ex pushed me away not because he’s not ready for a relationship but because he’s afraid of being vulnerable and that the only real way to work through fears is face them and everyone thinks I’m just trying not to face reality but I literally used to pull this shit all the time when people showed me genuine interest and kindness and now I’m having the script flipped on me and it fucking hurts
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just come out the closet.Everyone knows. No reason to hide, be proud be free. This isn't to one person it's to everyone. It's a glass closet.
You'd be happier when you take the first step. Those who don't want you around, well you don't need them. This is your journey. Find love with those you love. Be you.
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No; I love animals and nature. It is purely
goats/satyrs I can't stand. The only thing they're good for is sacrifices for Dionysus before tragic plays. But beyond that I want nothing to do with them. They're disgusting creatures and you should reconsider your affection for them
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Theres old stories where I live about the devil appearing to people and him having goat legs. Idk it it's based on baphomet. Goats getting shat on left and right.
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goat hands typed this
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please stop your hatred, it's only hurting you in the end. maybe unleash your aggression by ordering a goat dish at an Indian restaurant? But clearly these animals are angels.
Holy fuck I hate people
Either they're far away& unreliable or fucking vampires
They destroy everything
They're an unholy plague
I want to get the hell away from people and live on a mountain
I want to leave society and never return
Holy fuck people are revolting
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hello fellow sister-wife
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get offline everything sucks, online everything sucks. Watch better things, meet better people they scream at you
But everything sucks. I don't know, if it's my period or just bad news or wasting my change on snacks, but everything sucks. It's gloomy outside, it's like "Go out and be an ugly idiot who works and works and works, but you don't feel capable".
It's just that everything sucks so bad.
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hope so for you as well. I'm in a hell of my own creation, but I hope nonnies take care. What I'm worried about is unchecked and mental ilnnes I'd allowed to fester, plus dumb online shit.
but i hope and pray all the nonnies in the real world dealing with real things get through it. I've said it before, but the fact that so many people can get out there and do it, find happiness or whatever is amazing. You are doing what you can. The world just sucks
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I havent listened to kpop in years but the song Love Bomb by fromis is constantly stuck in my head. Its got a low key creepy vibe in the chorus. its like a personal enigma and the perfect earworm melody wise. I will die with this song stuck in my head.
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It's Bangchan from Stray Kids.
I'd bang his chan i fyou knnowhatimneahnjkhr ejksjfewjf
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DISGUSTING. I shouldn't have asked
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How dare u.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
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i wish i didn't live with retards incapable of not doing thoughtless shit like yelling for no reason at midnight. it's unreasonable other people who live with you have to wear earplugs to bed because you're so self-absorbed you're incapable of not affecting other's sleep with your behaviour. fucking idiots
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i come and go here every few months for the past 5 years but i like this site… i'm definitely never joining SM though because i'm 80% sure i would eventually do or say some dumb shit that would get me posted here and i would not be able to handle it. it's not just me right
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You deserve every negative thing that happens to you in 2023, truly
Samefag but also fully accepting that the way certain people treated me isn’t a reflection about how worthy I am of love but about the other person. >>1392911
I’m going through this right now and it’s so hard but I know it’s for the best. We broke up and now that here’s been some time and distance I’m able to see how a lot of the baggage we both had was getting in the way of being fully authentic with each other. Had a discussion with him last night and realized that we had been holding onto so many of the same feelings but didn’t communicate it out of fear. I still thing what drove us apart could be fixed but for now we’ve decided to take some time apart and work in ourselves. I miss him and I hope we can work it out but I know I’ll be okay if we don’t.
Adding onto what the other anon said, a part of it is also being self-reliant, that you don't need to rely on other people to be happy. I had a hard time letting go of my ex because I feared being alone but once I started focusing on myself, I realized that I don't need her to be happy anymore and I began to recognize my worth. People will always come and go but the only person who will always be there for you… is you. So love yourself unconditionally even if no one else will. When you start to realize that you'll know you'll be okay, then letting go of the relationship (and all the feelings that came with it) becomes easier and you'll know when making a decision is for the best.>>1392925>They hurt me and while I can’t have them in my life anymore
Is the hurt they've caused you what makes you unable to bring them back in your life? Do you feel like you can forgive them?
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Need tall outdoorsy tomboy gf to homestead and make handcrafts with. This could be us but you haven't shown up yet.
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I'm glad I peaked not long after cutting contact with you because you are possibly one of the worst scrotes I've ever known. It's clear that I was just Plan B GF for you and not a genuine friend - it's laughable that you even put me in that category considering I would never fuck you in the first place, knowing your history and lack of self-respect. I think my natural instincts and disgust threshold would have sooner caved your head in with a rock then dare to fuck you. You admitted that casual sex is dangerous for women and yet you've slept with loads of them anyway, most of them without any protection because of whatever lame excuse you made about condoms. You were annoying as fuck and never really cared to ask me about my life compared to me trying to make a genuine friendship with you - in hindsight I wouldn't have even bothered because you're male and a disgusting one at that, but I was shedding the last of my pickme skin at the time and didn't really know better.
It's funny how you mocked TERFs/radfems in general and acted as if males should be in women's prisons too, I don't think you're actually retarded enough to believe that, but I feel like you've either watched tranny porn or have tranny friends who would crucify you if you dared to speak common sense. Either way, you are a spineless loser who's quick to dismiss women's issues regarding their privacy and safety yet ironically you feel it's fine to sperg about communism online all day in between your dead-end jobs.
I have no idea how your girlfriend puts up with you, she's skilled and talented and has her shit together while you literally took out bank loans with the intent of never paying it back because in your words it's "free money" and you also tweet about fucking her - do you have no shame, no privacy or respect for her? Obviously not, and I feel like when you eventually hit the wall (which is approaching soon considering you did a dirty bulk and now just look fat and will probably start taking steroids soon) she will get tired of you real quick. When you ignored me and never messaged me back, at first I was confused because I thought we were friends and had a lot in common but now I'm thankful that it ended up that way - it was the catalyst to me discovering all the things you previously claimed were cringe and actually realising that you were just an inferior male and seethed at the thought of women separating themselves from men. I'd thank you for making me peak faster but you don't deserve it, the only thing you deserve is heart disease from injecting too much tren into your chode.
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I joined a NaNoWriMo Discord server and got banned after telling a couple of guys that NaNoWriMo isn't an excuse for them not to spend time with their wife and kids since they kept joking that wives should be more understanding of what this month means to them. I told them that unless they make extra money with the 50 000 words of nonesense they spit out by the end of the month, they should focus on their marriage. I was banned for breaking the "no negativity" rule. Kek.
. stg every scrote uses NaNoWriMo as an excuse to be a shithead to the people around them because "it's muh novel!" and "I only have a month!"
doctor sounds like a retard tbh it took me like 5 mins of reading about autism to find out that a super high % of autsimos also have adhd or bipolar
id suggest shopping around because even if the test is negative its worth taking it
Having a lot of trauma starting from early childhood does distort shit a lot and while I think a lot has to do with that, I feel like I hit a wall and there's just way too much going on and a lot of autismo signs but who the fuck knows really. >>1399461
Yeah I mean, I do understand I don't have the education she does but the way she shut me down immediately and kinda laughed about it was very off, I have a therapist for other stuff and I might ask her about what routes I could take.
thank u for ur service nonnie
dont let the haters get too you 99% of the posters in that thread are other failing twitter whores
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It’s apparent that you genuinely are under the delusion that what you say ~twiggerz~ me which just lends to how desperate you are to grasp at straws and illustrates how pathetic you are. You are spending your Saturday night writing fanfic lol. It’s gotten very Freudian actually.
lol(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
said. Responding makes the moid stay for longer and potentially gives them screenshots to share and encourage other moids to come here because they think it's funny. Just report, hide and move on. You gain nothing from replying and harm this site even more by doing it. If you want to help and you have a dire need to say something, you can bump other threads to push the scrote's thread off the first page. Yesterday nonnas kept replying to the scrote without saging and kept bringing it to the top. It's frustrating.
I've never understood why half of this board is enamored with her, I hate borderline tripfags all the same and she is no exception. At least other spergs like seal-chan had the decency to be midly funny>she'll literally post less if you just fucking ignore her
Eeeh, the people disliking her aren't really the ones responding to her posts usually
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I’m going to be laughing my fucking ass off when this is all over and you realize that they never fucking liked you and were using you as a pawn the entire time and discard you because for now they’re only stringing you along with the bare minimum out of obligation. It’s a sweet sort of irony. You’re no smarter than I am you fucking idiot.
You're a manly, violent, ignorant, fat and fridge-shaped pick-me, you don't have an ounce of grace in your entire being, other women hate you cause their sense your rotten vibes, moids see you as a blow up sex doll and sex is the only reason they stand your caveman-like, ""toxic"" behavior, I have literally no fucking reason to envy you, you're pitiful and you gross me out. Your botched bolt-ons and bbl only fool desperate pornsick men, you literally look like a tranny and I believe you were a gay moid in your past life cause there's no way in hell a woman could mimick the XY behavior as good as you do. Maybe I would perceive you as an equal if you wasn't picking fights and screaming and intimidating people all the time, you act like you have two fucking balls and your anger issues ain't cute, you are literally perma-triggered and unlikeable.
We were friends for years since 2018 and you backstab me in the worst way possible. For years, I tolerated verbal abuse after verbal abuse. When you were down and sad, I tried to be there for you. When you broke up with 3 of your exes in the span of a year, I was there for you. I fended off your ex who stalked and harassed you. I gave you a lot because we were friends. You called me "gay", "faggot", "pathetic" and "retard" all these years and I tolerated them because haha it's funny when I'm the one being insulted right? Then when I say I'm busy, you double down and get irritated that I'm not free. No shit I have a job that's what mature adults with responsibilities do. I had one opinion about one unrelated matter then you divert the issue to be about something else entirely while trying to accuse me for being homophobic and transphobic. I supported you when you first came out as a transwoman. I gave you my support the best I can and what do I get in return? You embarrassing me and calling me names for something I never said. Putting words into my mouth when I couldn't even say anything to disprove you. Because you wanted to be right even when you don't understand shit about what works for my country. Not everything works the same way.
You're so self absorbed and only want your opinion to be the correct one. I gave you 4 years worth of friendship, tolerated your verbal abuse, defended you from anything that mildly bothers you and this is how you treat me? By smearing my name and calling me evil for something I never even said. Fuck you. So much for being a "friend".
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Its so funny to me that people who talk about karma like it’s real are always the one that would get chokeheld and slammed to the ground by the consequences of their own actions if it was true. “Karma is so good” okay you better look over your shoulder more because it’s absolutely going to brutally assault you sometime in the impending future. Enjoy.
I find it funny when lonely women go on this site out of all places to NLOG unironically. A month ago I saw in the vent thread someone claiming that she's "actually psycho in a male way" blah, blah, blah, and of course another anon is saying that they, too, are psycho in that way, and it's like…this is literally the type of shit we saw all over the 2000s/early 2010s from every girl on the block. When I was a kid, I liked trapping gophers and dissecting them. We kept frozen dead animals in our freezer that my grandma got us so we could dissect them. Like, there's a million red flags that I'm a psychopath, but I assume a lot of other people are like that where they have these interests, but they don't necessarily signal sociopathy or whatever. My husband doesn't let me have access to his guns for fear of me committing suicide even though I seem stable. The thing is, this isn't weird in terms of how common it is, and no one would think I'm "psycho" based upon my appearance, they would think I'm a basic Becky.
I think women who aren’t like other girls exist and it’s called autism spectrum disorder. And there’s a lot of that here. And that’s ok. I think anonymity appeals, and you can be a derp if you want. But the bad part is if you hate other women so you celebrate being different. And yes it usually isn’t psychos who boast about being psychos. Omg boast. I love that word.
Hopefully you don’t get too silly with the dissection though
I love this site to pieces and know why the rule is in place but holy fucking fuck balls idk if it's adhd/autism or im just a huge fkn narc but no blog posting fucking kills me. I've managed myself so far but I am hella eclectic (aka adhd) so I have stories about everything and my brain says GET VALIDATION or you will explode. I'm actually proud of how long I've been here without falling into a no1currs ban but jfc why can't I just be normal and not compulsively annoy everyone and myself.>>1405201
Reminds me of something funny I saw that was like >"I've never met a girl like you before">"No you've never met a person like me before.">"No I've met guys like you."Resists urge to further respond with blog
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, I struggle with the validation issue too. This DBT-based website about how to self-validate is so helpful. https://dbtselfhelp.weebly.com/self-validation-skills.html
>picrel, most helpful page from the site.
>>1405201>autism spectrum disorder
I think what peeves me is that a lot of people act like the disorder is their version of it, but in reality, there's so many different ways it could manifest. I'm a "girly" autist but I also have "non girly" interests and I feel like the autists who are non girly think it isn't true that I have it. But I definitely show symptoms and have other odd interests/obsessions, it's just that one of those interests is something that intersects with typical impressions of what a white girl should look like or like in general. There's also turbo autists who are very successful in their careers and others who can't hold down a job. I pretty much can pass as a normal adult on the surface but everyone interact with thinks I'm intense, am unsettling, etc. and I have zero friends other than my husband, but my sisters who I think are autistic too are unable to live anywhere except my parents' house and they can't hold down jobs. They basically just indulge in their special interests all day. One is practically lacking empathy as she can't talk about any interests but what she likes. The other is definitely empathetic.
My point is it's different for everyone who has autism, but we are all odd and even among autists there is a lot of animosity towards certain kinds of autistic. I can't stand autists who refuse to practice basic manners or can only talk about themselves, for instance. But surely a lot of autists would probably scoff at me because I blend in to an extent.
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Begging and pleading for Zara to post normal posed pictures of their clothes
Something reminded me of how I used to be. It’s almost too distressing, so I feel like crying:
I think I was born alright. Life was interesting and I had a lot to learn.
After some pain and wearing down by life, I became a terrible child. I was anxious, violent, I loved and didn’t regret lying, I was manipulative, and did bad things to comfort myself. I was often cruel.
In my mid teens, I often had distressing dreams- talking to God, who was disappointed, descending into hell. I couldn’t move at night, my heartbeat raced and I was in mental agony. I asked Jesus Christ to help me, and the turmoil ended instantly. Prayed for the first time in a while. Asked for help, said sorry.
Today, there are still blips in the road. Life isn’t straightforwards. But I changed so much. Involuntarily, lying felt like nausea, I became more genuine, I recognised my flaws, I forgave others, loved others without trying to, and helping others.
I’m not a completely good person. Sometimes, I want to be recognised. I can get angry. I can also be lazy. But now I really love others much more, and my soul has become honest. There is something alive in my heart that didn’t used to be, life rings with a new brightness. God did that. I don’t understand it, but God did it. I am sorry I was caught up in material things, and let it overshadow You. I’m sorry I valued lust, and ego before You. I now see that you don’t want me to live on a straight path as punishment, but because it’s good for me. That You know I’ll mess up, and understand. I hope I can keep close to You who gives me life. Thank You for saving me from death. You grace is the greatest treasure we could know ♥
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I love seeing pics that show he very much still looks like a man.. right next to people whinging that hes totes a woman now you guys.
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As the person that fears becoming a nuisance exactly in this way, any tips ? I dont wanna be a burden, but i fear my relationships detoriating to where i get a text once a few days and have to cherish it like it's a god given gift rather than a simple nice gesture that takes seconds. ( i realize this is splitting, but it comes from my real experience as well )
I would find 2-3 shorter text exchanges per day possibly fine, but id like to have more time with my friends than that. Especially voice calls, tell me about your day or lets chat, debate, play , watch, anything. I dont wanna "be friends" if it means saying "good morning" " meme " "meme " "good night" for months. Like i wanna actually know you, your interests, your wishes, desires, dreams, what bothers you and what made you happy. And for you to know my life too. Thats the standard of a friendship to me, let alone a romantic partner.
I do not do threats and nothing drastic will happen to me if i never get another text, but ill grow jaded over people not reciprocating me doing my best…
Why even bother when i can easily and willingly offer each of my few friends 1h~ of my full focused attention per day every single day, and way more upon request, while they throw crumbs of dry texts at me ?
what's the conversational route from suck to eat? I love your idea but when I started thinking about it I've never had a man talk about me eating him so I got stuck thinking how I would bring up eating. or do you just jump into it and say like… "I'm gonna slice your pecker up into little bits and gnash it between my teeth
"…?? I feel like I just wrote something horrible, sorry.
well, if he says that he wants you to suck his dick, then say you're a biter. If he's ok with that, then use your line. He might call you a crazy birch but if he leaves you alone then it's worth it.>>1407675
Sorry I triggered
That's what I was worried about!! ha
she's right, this would be so bizarre most people should leave you alone. I've said similarly outlandish things to get people to walk away from me but never explicitly sexual so I really was having trouble imagining.>>1407717
Calling myself a biter sounds like flirting, sorry.>>1407738
Ok, that one's good. I'm committing that to memory lol
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Met some ‘cool’ women playing vidya game a couple days ago but it turns out one of them is a non binary retard and the other a she/they, can’t back out now because some of my other friends have intermingled with them.
I thought ‘finally! Women friends to play this online game with!’ but of course they both have to have brainworms. Even worse, they’re also over the age of 20 so they’re not just impressionable teens, just colossal retards
I had a bitch block me on ps4 because I was full terf
when meeting her then she came out as non binary ftm months later. Kek
It’s Overwatch 2, pls no bully. But I hope you can see how I was excited to finally have some women to play with on the regular and not some screeching males.>>1411181
Kek I’m so sorry Nonna, these women don’t know I’m full terf
but my already existing friends do so now idk what to do. I’ll probably go full autism and say I have xenogenders and force them to use my retarded pronouns.
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Position I’m typing this in…need to be getting inseminated
>>1415280>Screech into the oblivion. A place to say how you really feel without other people feeling entitled to give you shit for it.
Me: Is ovulating and decided to vent about how it’s making me feel physically
Some upset nonnie
, for some reason:>YOU HAVE AN INSEMINATION KINK AND MUST BE A TROON BECAUSE YOU WANT SEX!
I swear some of you need to take like, literally 5 hours and just go outside and experience the real world outside of the internet.
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Thank you so much. I'm crying again. So emotional but it feels so good.
I had a faggot best friend years ago, we were in the same seemingly women dominated field (it really isn't in a way but is in some ways, on lower level) and I had to watch him being actually awarded for doing the exact same shit I did but in a way minimized way, I even helped him with his event prepping and got no thanks! He just expected me to help, because wow he was so special and so amazing for doing so well in this field, he was misogynistic and stupid as hell too. Imagine being a tall "fashionable" twink who is so fucking stupid he doesn't know any celebrities, you may think "that doesn't mean someone is stupid", I am talking about not knowing a single actor, singer or a politician yet claiming to be such an artist who had to always google an era because he couldn't tell the difference between 50s and 80s fashion. Actually brain dead, eating disordered, half talented and egoistical piece of scrote shit.
i don't think i feel mistrust, but i do feel really sad like, "what made you feel like you need performative womanhood for the grocery store at 7am" kind of melancholy.
when i see women write that kind of "uggo without makeup" shittalk to other women though, yeah. it's like spending money to be miserable for no reason and idgi.
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I had a long day moving and felt pretty defeated, not just physically but mentally and emotionally too due to a lot of heavy personal stuff going on in my life. I checked my emails while I was resting for a minute and saw another lawyer finally responded to me. It had been a couple days since I had heard from them so I was a bit worried, especially because I was on a high from talking to another lawyer previously that day initially, so I was hoping I wasn't too gung-ho in my first email to this other firm. But they indeed got back to me and it really made my day. It feels really good to know multiple firms are interested in my case!! I know its a very strong case and as long as I can keep my composure i will win (the details of the personal issue wasnt just highly illegal but pretty traumatic as well), especially because another person is filing a suit along with me, and I'm confident I can be made whole, my life could look completely different in 2 years from now (should the moid im suing drag it on that long), I could finally set down roots somewhere just in time for the housing market to pivot drastically.
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You really acted like a MASSIVE pos towards me, what in the actual fuck was wrong with you? for real, are you schizophrenic or what? why pretend to be "my friend" just to humiliate me every time you interacted with me? you're are so miserable and evil, genuinely cruel, i still hate you after all these years, i bet you got even crazier than before. I'm a human being, i deserve respect, i was a good friend yet i was just a joke to you, why it was so hard for you to treat me with FUCKING DIGNITY?? WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO YOU???? You should be glad someone stopped me from fucking jumping on you that day i was so ready to beat your sorry ass, you actual ape
And of course you love trannies, "feminist" my ass you fucking clown, you idiot, you gullible animal, you DUMB ASS
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Why can't I just sort my fucking shit out! EVEN WHEN IM HAPPY I THINK about being drunk and High. Why did I meet you when I was a dumb 16 year old, you fuCking power hungry pedo, ruined my early 20s and now I'm fINAlly free and happy but I still think about self destruction. I HATE YOU SO MUCH I WISH THAT NOTHING GOOD EVER HAPPENS TO YOU. I CURSE YOUR GROSS BLOODLINE.
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On a scale of 0 to grandmother willow
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Everyone is mad at me and I don't know why but now I'm angry too. I don't owe them anything.
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I just want to go mask off in real life, right a book of my ramblings. I'm weird, I'm not a nlog, but I'm an Not like other humans. I have so many things running through my brain that i feel are correct and right for me to say.
I will say them and people, who want to listen will hear me. One day i'll say it to their faces. There's people like us out there and people need to know what we think. Regardless of what you say.
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MY GOD I can't stand people who keep giving unsolicited advice. "I'm just looking out for you" No, shut up, stop assuming that everyone's an illiterate idiot by default. "Water is wet" THANKS CAPTAIN OBVIOUS. You know a lot of things but your EQ is so damn low that you fail to read the room and realize that no one gives a shit when you have one of your monologues again. The absolute nerve of you to think that you could lecture anyone on anything. You're sitting on a really high horse for someone who's trying so hard to overcompensate for what they lack. Get fucked, seriously. And oh, you're a try-hard and not funny. I wish I could just mute you.
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stop fuicking posting this asshole, it literally brings me fucking distress in real life. Everytime I see it, I feel hate and disgusts deep inside of me. It brings up a trauma response of the first time I saw it. It's gross and i hate you for it. Now there'a a fucking pumpkin version of it and every so often I look at pictures and wonder, "Is this a fucking booty jumpscare? or what?"
for me it's->worse vs. worst>to vs. too
and to go on my rant, people need to respect those who don't have the power of words. Especially in cow threads. I'm talking shit, not writing an essay.
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With each passing day your mental gymnastics get more pathetic and exceedingly more desperate than before. This is so fucking funny and ironic in a way because you were indicted into complete evil and stayed by your own volition and now I get to do to you exactly what you did to me and man this shit can be SO funny. Why the fuck did they pick someone like you when you’re a retard oh my goddddd
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grrrr I WANNA FIGHT I WANNA FIGHT WHY WON'T SHE REPLY BACK I WANNA FIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT GET ANGRY get back here
I mean this with full sympathy as someone who was also bullied severely from kindergarten to highschool:
Your option now is to keep letting their behavior rule you or to make it your mission not to allow that anymore. You made it through school with no support, you didn't blow your brains out, and that's a feat in and of itself.
At this point, if you don't want to be someone that people have to walk on eggshells around (you don't) you have to look at your behavior as it was molded by the bullying and find ways to divorce yourself from it.
There's nothing you can do at this point to unbully yourself and you can't change families but what you can change is yourself and the space you occupy in this world and how you act within it.
You don't want to be a reflection of your bullies nor the way they treated you, so see what and where they can change.
Not a quick thing nor an easy thing but something that you definately can do.
Wishing you the best Nona.
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(at myself) STOP PROCRASTINATING YOU'RE SO CLOSE YOU'RE ALMOST THERE THIS SHIT WILL BE SO BENEFICIAL AND YOU'RE PROCRASTINATING AND SNACKING OUT OF STRESS BITCH YOU JUST LOST 30 POUNDS DONT PUT THAT BACK ON YOU WILL JUST BE SAD AND FAT DO YOUR SHIT YOU NEED TO DO STOP BEING LAZY
As someone who was bullied from when I was a toddler to when I left home, it’s really not an excuse for sabotaging your own relationships as an adult. If you’re self-aware enough to know that how you were treated as a kid impacted your development, you’re self-aware enough to work on fixing yourself and stop blaming other people for you shooting yourself in the foot.
My sister also went through bullying and she became like you described. Until she changes, it makes it impossible to have the same closeness with her that I have with my other siblings, even one who bullied me relentlessly as a kid. Everyone can be joking and having a good time in the room and then she walks in and the whole atmosphere changes, everyone’s hair stands up on end, because you know you now have to be super careful what you say or she’ll flip her lid. I think she’s also just autistic and is incapable of understanding when a joke is a joke, but somehow that’s everyone else’s issue rather than hers.
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I'm SO TIRED of being a gas machine!! I wish I never had to fart!!!! I swear the tiniest thing makes me gassy and sorry nonnies, TW but even when I don't eat I still fart!!! I'm the smelliest asshole in the planet apparently. I just wanna exercise without tooting al over the place, iS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK, HMMM, YOU STUPID DIGESTIVE SYSTEM. Fuck this life I wish I was a bamboo tree just swaying in the wind instead of making my apartment unlivable!!!!IT SMELLS LIKE EGG
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I want to call him up and scream at him right now I hate him so much for pulling this shit on me and I hate myself for doing the same things in the past
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They’re playing you like a violin dude
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THEY ARE PLAYING YOU LIKE A VIOLIN
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I watched Mommie Dearest and what so funny, what’s so fucking funny
Hahaha it’s unrealistic and there’s no motivation, the acting is unrealistic too - what do YOU know about that, fuckface?
Why don’t fucking faggots claiming to be “camp enthusiasts” go neck themselves THAT WOULD BE SOO FUCKING FUNNY, but this time for real
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this tiktok trend where people show kids this puppet video and ask them “this is you as a baby, do you remember that?” might be my favourite thing ever purely because it completely fucks up the trans kids argument.
i’ve seen kids as old as 9 be so convinced and will dead ass go into a story about how this dancing puppet is definitely them and how they remember this vividly. the tiktok crowd thinks it’s the funniest shit ever and talks about how imaginative and malleable kids are, then the very next fucking video will be a 6 year old kid saying they’re trans or gay or a drag queen and no one bats an eye
how the FUCK are people so retarded?
>haha silly kid thinks he’s a puppet. kids are so imaginative and easily tricked.
>stunning and brave boy thinks he’s a girl. so valid. let’s call her Lucy and medically castrate her with puberty blockers
Fuck this world. I want to be a mum more than anything but am terrified to bring a kid into the world because god fucking forbid my kid just acts like a kid and tries new things regardless of their gender without someone shoving groomer, pedophile labels down their throats.
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it's the abuse of power for me
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it's not fair how the powers that be can do certain things we cannot. Life is unbalanced I know, but it's like you are just wagging that shit in my face.
"look what i can do and you cannot, bitch" like okay, whatever.
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i fucking hate discord egirls who go down the pipeline and post retarded misogynistic or racist shit for male attention. they are always either dressed up as a child or have a siege mask on and all of their posts include something to do with loli shit and putting out that image. while i understand majority of them are children themselves i get soo furious about it. men calling them ‘feds’ in the comments are no better and only feeding these girls egos to keep catering to pedos.
attached img is a girl who does all of this, ik her brother irl and she has been spoonfed her entire life and hes sick of her. all of her posts are obviously bait for old men to orbit her and she uses ridiculous amounts of filters to appear ‘childlike’
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the warped wig makes her look like she ate a watermelon like in tom and jerry. Couldnt she waste 5 seconds not attention whoring to pedophiles to style it in twintails at least? Also, wow the faceapp abuse is strong with this one, in some videos she looks like shes trying to larp as asian and in others she tries really hard to be belle delphine 2. There is potential to milk here, there is another vid where she wishes to be abused by a child molester, ugh.
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THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR ACTIONS!!
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I did it. He’s using these emojis but I couldn’t find where he was using them. I checked his screen time and it just shows that brave browser, chess and Apollo which is some Reddit app. I might lose my mind
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Those emojis are older, so he used them a long time ago. The ones I’m concerned with is the first column. At least I think that’s how iPhone emojis work. I could be over thinking it though. but he never sends me heart emojis! Who is he sending Chinese food emojis to anyways Hmm?
Ngl nonna, never feel shame for going through a male's phone. If you have an instinct, go through with it, that's reason enough. This pic proves it all - this is weird as fuck, if I saw these emojis I'd be suspicious too if they aren't being sent to you.
The heated face, kissing emoji, wink one as well just makes me shrivel with cringe. It's really suspicious.>>1429716
I'm pretty sure the top ones are the most recent ones yes, that's how it works with Android too. Have you checked his history or the Reddit app? If you click on the search bar in the reddit app you can see what recent subs he browsed.
I think the only time he’s ever sent me emojis like that was when we were in the talking stage. Now he just ignores me and sits on his phone all day. I feel so grossed out seeing those emojis. I’m going to check the search bar the next chance I get. I know according to him that he doesn’t have a Reddit acct. I would check the app sometimes to see if he was ever logged into an account but he never was. I think he just signs out of it if he does have an account. I like >>1429726
idea. Might dump him without explanation. I feel so sick
It isn’t. It’s just fact. >>1429777
If that wasn’t enough to jog your memory: maybe the “I love arm” tweet incident will? Hope that helps, if not let me know! I have plenty other examples I can send, each attached to all its bizarre, evil little pathways, all ending with you.